First and foremost Thanking and asking God Hold me as He ALWAYS DOES! Now my heart is weighing extra heavy right now! I found out while lying down beside my 12 yr old that my Uncle had passed late last night. And its killing me because my grandmother and grandfather had 10 kids and my Father was the first that God took under His Wings. Now this thing is killing me, because my Dad has 9 other siblings and its hard when you love them and you dont know if they love you back,and even when they say they love you back it doesnt feel sincere from the heart. But I dont hate any of them and I cant stand the fact that when I see them they put on these fake smiles and conversations, only to be told by your kids that they had to argue with them because as soon as I turned and walked away they were talking down about me. And after all is said and done I still love them all, thats the only way to keep myself on the right path with going to Heaven! I have siblings that people dont even know about,because Ive always been judged by people other than My Maker. I Stay Prayed Up because if it wasnt for Prayer I know I would have been dead, locked up, or in a Looney room. But God has Big Blessings steadily increasing for me and mines.
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 16:54:11 +0000
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