First let me say that I love you Jovan Smalls and I always have. I also understand why you feel the way that you do. Trust me you and all of your siblings feel the same way about the type father all of you shared. I know it may seem to all of you that one was treated better than the other but trust me he was the same father to you all. I really do understand that it kills your soul to hear people speak in a way about your father that he never allowed his children to know. I really wish that all of you were given the chance to really sit down and tell him how his lack of being a good father to all of you has effected you all and the way you all walk threw you all lives but unfortunately all of you will never get the chance. This is why I asked all of you to write it down and bury it with him. All I can say to try and comfort you all is I am glad that all of you guys children got to see him be a great grandfather and he didnt at least treat them how yall were treated. You can vent it now on the highest mountain top and it still will not change none of the past. All you can do is learn from your father the things you dont want to do to your children so that when you pass they will not feel towards you like you feel towards your father. Trying to put it out there to people who were not there and do not know you and your siblings struggle with all of your father is just going to fall on deaf ears. Because they dont know him like you all do. I really wish that the man he was said to have changed into had taken the time to make things right with his children with that same vigor he use to make a difference to our grandchildren. Jovan Smalls Charles H. Jr Smalls Princess Cold Bloodedlove and all of the rest please try and let go and put it in Gods hands because I truly believe he will have to answer for all of his life choices. If you all do not it will eat you up and keep you from being the best people you can be. God do I love you all and my heart goes out to you all because I do understand but you really have to let it go and continue to live on.
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 22:40:11 +0000
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