First timer!!!! I murdered it! I was soo shaky and scared though but I did it! Sorry about the bad quality. I will never forget this day. Yeah, its pretty serious. I really never expected that such experience here will impact me so big on my thoughts today. Well here goes my story if you have time: I wasnt nervous at all until I entered the shooting area.. The loud loud gunshots echoed and entered extra heavy heartbeats in me even with my ear muffs on. It took me a while of minutes before I did my first shot ever because Ill admit; I was afraid of the title, weak. I was afraid of losing grip. My hands are small and pretty petite so I didnt have full comfortable hold of the smallest and weakest riffle they had. And I was scared I might injure not just myself but possibly others. Actually, to add to that, it was to the point where I seriously had a hard time breathing. I never said anything though because yup, Im quite stubborn and guilty of being prideful.. I didnt want to be call weak even though its understandable that I am a petite and small lady. I had many thoughts in my head including thoughts about the Vietnam war. The Secret War that involved my Hmong people, and just all wars in the whole universe in general. And shootings..and deaths..like wow. WOW. Im so so so so so so so so lucky to have never gone through being in any live war situation. I thought of those crying mothers, women, and children younger than me that were in those situation. Babies too!! They must be superbly trembling and so so nervous. Its just uber sad. Its overwhelmingly stressful and very frightening. Never will anyone want to go through that. Its really unhealthy. And there is still ongoing wars, etc. today. Sigh*.. Sorry for the sad emotional thoughts but good thing is that I didnt give up, and I lasted and made it.! I almost develop blisters From holding really tight to the riffle though! I was shaky but ya, I got better twds the end :) Thanks for the read, you made it!!! #shootingrange #foodforthoughts #scared #nervous #peace #war #love #shootings
Posted on: Wed, 20 Aug 2014 08:06:51 +0000
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