For those who missed the first two installments of Yasmin Sadars story yesterday, here it is: (see first comment for Chapter 2 Love beyond boundaries – by Yasmin Sadar Chapter one- letters Letter 1: To My Love My cheeks have been watered by the wells of my eyes. My tears flow as abundantly as my love for you. I feel a hollow emptiness where your heart once was. The food I eat has no taste; this life I live has no meaning. As you were lowered, darkness overcame me. I miss you sorely, I miss you dearly. I needed you then, I need you now, I’ll need you always. I was angry, you promised never to cause me pain, to always be here to wipe away my tears, but you’re gone and left me alone. My love- my chest hurts; my eyes burn and my heart yearns your presence. Come and get me, let us reunite and spend an eternity together. I am waiting for you; don’t keep me waiting too long… From Your Love Letter 2: To My Love The smell of your favourite perfume lingers around the house. They wanted to change the bedding, I could not let them. I am afraid that when I lay my head down I won’t be able to get your scent on the pillow. It scares me… The door of your wardrobe swung open, it was a sign; it had to have been. I stood in front of it and like a movie I saw you pose in each outfit. Your beauty is timeless, your skin, though aged, flawless and radiant. Your perfection exemplified in the red dress. I almost managed a smiled for the first time since I last saw you. I think about you, I think about you a lot. We had a good run, the best there was. Nobody compares to you. I miss you; I wish that I could see just one last time. From Your Love Letter 3: To My Love I’ve sat and wondered whether I’ve done our love justice, was I enough, could I have done more, did I make you as happy as you made me. The answers I sought could not be found, but as always, the perfect wife that you were found a way to let me know. I dreamt of you, I know that it was you because your elegance, your poise, your inner and outer beauty cannot be mistaken. With your touch, I felt peace and at ease. Your words so eloquently uttered; “You’ve brought untold joy to my life. I was happy, you made me happy. In my imperfection you saw me perfectly. Your love resonated with truth and sincerity. Never doubt for moment any injustice to the love we shared.” I wanted to hold you in my arms again, to tell you that I need you that I cannot do this by myself, but without another word you were gone. I miss you, my love. From Your Love Letter 4: To My love. I dreamt of you last night again. You looked so beautiful. You had on that red dress that I love, it blended in so well with the flower field that you were running across. Your smile melted my heart as it did for the many years we shared together. I know that you’re happy where you are and that makes me happy, it gives me some sort of peace in the agony of this life. I could hear your laughter, it was the same as the one you had when anticipating something. Though it hurts to smile, I am smiling knowing that something good is coming your way. I want to write more, but I’m tired now. These months have not being kind to me. I miss you and eagerly await the day I am running in the fields beside you. From Your love Letter 5: To My Love I’ve been feeling drained these couple of days. I don’t have energy to do much. The days are too long and the nights seem endless. I pray for mercy to be shown to me, for life without you is as dark as a barren sky. Tomorrow marks the anniversary of our first date. I promised you then and I shall honour that vow now still, thirty four ‘first’ dates with you, this shall be the first and hopefully the last alone. I wish you were here with me for this date. It won’t be the same without you. Memories of you are all that I seem to have left. It is a cold lonely life that I lead now. I miss you and pray that I see you soon. From Your Love
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 13:20:10 +0000
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