Freddie just last wk u were so excited we were making plans for my Birthday and now youre gone. Im at a loss my only comfort comes from the fact that you suffer no more. I know youve gone through so much in the last yr. But I just knew that once you got on the transplant list things were going to be OK! That there was still a chance you could stay with us. I know God was hearing my prayers. He always does. But I guess he had diff plans for you. Maybe he had a special job for a special Angel. Somethings Ill never know. What I do know is Ive a lifetime of memories to call upon when missing you becomes too unbearable. Freddie even though Ur only a few yrs older than me growing up you were like my big brother. You were always there. You kept my secrets you were the first to know I liked grrls and u never told anyone. You always tried to help when I got in trouble. I could laugh now remembering all the stories youd tell Grandmother TRYN to get me/us out of trouble & she always believed you. Or so we thought :-) I love you boy with all my heart and Im going to miss you with all my soul. I dont know how to do this. No doubt Ive experienced the pain of loss too many times in my life. But to lose my brother :( This time Ill have to rely solely on my faith. I am so lost just thinking about a world without you in it. Forever in my♥& through me your memories will live on! I love you Freddie and Im so glad you know!!! No left unspoken words just♥!!! Dear God I ask that as U Welcome Freddie into Heaven U bring comfort to the broken hearts left behind. That you hold my family close durning our time of sorrow. That you one day unit us all in Ur kingdom in Heaven by Ur side. In the name o of Jesus. Amen!!
Posted on: Tue, 02 Sep 2014 10:28:03 +0000
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