Friday, March 21, 2014. I woke up at 5:30am at near coma blood sugar levels. To keep a very long story short, the results were almost fatal on more than one level. I have no memory of anything up until the EMTs arrived around 6:15am, and had no control of any of my actions. I was informed by the paramedics that I was going to die if they hadnt shown up. I was, and still am, terrified, and feeling miserable for all of the trouble I had caused. I apologize for not getting a hold of the many people that have messaged me over this last week, but Ive been stuck in a far off mental realm. I am slowly working on replying to all of you, so please bear with me. If it werent for the support of Danielle, My family, and all of you guys(all of my friends) I would have lost all hope after Id realized what was going on. Thank you guys, every single one of you, for your love and support. I wouldnt be making progress without you guys. For the time being, I am staying at my moms until I can get my shit together; I HAVE to fix this, for I am extremely tired of type 1 Diabetes running my life. For the last week Ive been extremely depressed, angry, and just about any other emotion you can imagine. I can make it. I know I can. I tried to go to work on Monday and Tuesday, but had to leave within an hour or so both days. My boss gave me the rest of the week off so I can have some time to get my shit together. Ill still post on here(statuses, pictures, shit like that) and talk to people when I can, but please understand that I have a massive amount of change happening in my life and Im very easily distracted right now. Thank you, all of you, for the comments, messages, and posts again. I can never express how much it means to me to know all of the people I have that have my back no matter what. And please keep Danielle in your thoughts, she really needs friends right now just as badly as I do. I love you all. -Pete
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 22:23:34 +0000
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