GOOD MORNING , AHHHHH,,,, REALLY IT WAS HARD PAST NIGHT FOR ME , FIRST TIME I SLEPT AND IWAS NT ON REAL( MY EYES OPEN ) . KEEP THINKING AND THINKING . A LOT OF QUESTIONS STARTED TO INTERROGATE ME ( WHY , HOW , WHAT AND WHEN ) . MAJED WHY ALL OF THAT HAPPEND ? HOW DID YOU DO THAT ? WHAT ARE YOU ESSAYING TO DO ? WHEN EVERY THING COME BACK AS BEFORE ? I ANSWERD ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS WITH ( MY SILENCE ) . IN STEAD OF THAT ( MY TEARS REPLIED THEM ) . IAM A MAN AND I CONFESS ... I CRIED HARDLLY . BECAUSE AS I SAID I WAS A GUILTY . BUT GOD KNOWS I WAS SUFFERING TO MUCH . BECAUSE THAT PERSON HUNGED ME UP . IS THAT REALLY WHAT I DESERVE ? BUT IN THE LAST I DID SAY LAST TIME ( I DESERVE WHAT JUST HAPPEND TO ME ) . THAT PERSON WAS SO SPECIAL TO ME ,,,, AND VERY NO 1 TO ME . AS GREAT FRIEND AND ( BROTHER / SISTER ) . MAY BE I COULDNT FIND ANY THING TO STEP ME BACK TO SEE HIS / HER FACE AGAIN ON THAT TIME . BUT MY HEART USED TO TELL ME . HE / SHE THE GOOD PERSON . THAT PERSON WAS THE LAST PAPER IN MY HAND . MEANINGFULL PAPER . BUT IN SOME HOW I LOST THAT PAPER AND I WAS ABLE TO SEE IT IN SOME WHERE IN FRONT OF ME , BUT HAND WAS SO SHORT TO GET IT BACK . IN STEAD OF PEAKING IT , I WAS TEARING IT MORE AND MORE ,, REALLY . MY LIFE WAS HARD REALLY , SINCE MY LADHOOD ( 14 - 15 YEARS ) I USED TO INTEGRATE THE WHOLE RESPONSEBILITY A LONE , UP TO TODAY .. I LEFT IN ABROAD A LONE . I GET SO MANY TRUBLES IN MY LIFE ,, SOME OF THEM WAS ABOUT TO PUT A LIMIT FOR MY LIFE , IN THE LAST I SAY ( ALHAMDULELLAH ) THANKS ALLAH. WAHT EVER HAPPEND ALLAH IS NEAR . AND LISTENER THE LIFE REALLY MADE ME A TRUE GUY. I MIGHT ABLE TO A STRONG TO DEFEAT THE LIFE DIFFECULTIES, BUT IM REALLY SO WEAK TO FACE MY MISTAKES . THAT PERSON WAS EVERY THING TO ME SINCE PAST 2 MONTHS THAT FINISHED . I DID SEE EVERY THING I WAS LOOKING FOR AVAILABLE . BUT I FORGOT THAT WITH MY STUPIDNESS I BROKE HIS / HER HEART WITH OUT FEELING OF MINE . I DONT KNOW HOW TO FIX THAT . THAT PERSON GAVE ME HOPE TO CONTINUE MY THERAPY . AND INCOURAGED ME A LOT . OF COURSE WITH INVISSABLE WAY . BUT I COULD SEE THAT . IM NOT A GHOST , BUT I CAN READ THE PERSON FACE AND HIS BODY LANGUAGE . SEEING THE REACTIONS OF COURSE .HE HE HE I LEFT A LONG TERM WITH GHOSTS AND SOME TIMES I CAN SEE THEM SHOWING OFF IN FRONT OF ME . HE HE HE NO SCARY INTENTION HERE . THERE IS A CONTINUE PART FOR MY STORY . AND I DO BELIEVE THERE IS PEOPLE READING IT AND THEY WILL DIRECTLY GOT THE POINT . SO I ASK THEM TO DELIVER IT TO THAT PERSON . THANKS AND HAVE A NICE DAY ALL .
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 05:02:43 +0000
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