GOOD MORNING OR EVENING TO ALL MY FACE BOOK FRIENDS. I LOVE AND APPRECIATE YOU, THANK YOU FOR BEING MY FRIEND. THIS PAST WEEK I TOOK A GOOD LOOK AT MYSELF AND ASKED CARLA WHATS WRONG WITH YOU, YOUR ALWAYS HAPPY, WHY ARE YOU SO SAD AND CRYING ALL THE TIME, WELL I HAVE A TENDENCY TO SHOW LOVE TO EVERYONE AND FORGET ABOUT MYSELF AND IT JUST DRAINS ME OVER MONTHS AND MONTHS, I AM A STRONG PERSON I CAN TAKE IT FOR AWHILE, THEN I JUST CRASH. SO I TOOK TORIE AND WENT UP ON THE MOUNTAIN AS HIGH AS I COULD GO WITHOUT GOING TO FAR FROM HOME. AND TALKED TO AND LISTENED TO MY CREATOR WITHOUT ANYONE AROUND TO DISTRACT ME, I HAVE ATTENTION DEFICIT AND I GET DISTRACTED EASY, SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM BEING LED AROUND BY OTHERS WITH BIT IN MY MOUTH LIKE A MULE, THIS ONE NEEDS SOMETHING AND THAT ONE NEEDS SOMETHING, I LOVE HELPING OTHERS DONT GET ME WRONG, IT MAKES ME FEEL GOOD TO HELP MAKE SOMEONE ELSE FEEL GOOD, BUT AS MY CREATOR POINTED OUT, I AM TO LOVE OTHERS AS I LOVE MYSELF, I MUST LOVE MYSELF FIRST, I KNOW WHAT MY MIND AND BODY NEEDS AND THAT MUST BE PRIORITY FIRST AND THEN LOVE OTHERS. THAT WILL STOP THE DRAINING OF MY ENERGY, EVERYONE NEEDS QUIET MEDITATION TIME TO RENEW THEIR STRENGTH, THIS WILL KEEP A PERSON FROM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN. I MEAN STOP THE TV, STOP THE INTERNET, STOP THE PHONE, AND SIT QUIETLY WITHOUT ANYONE AROUND, AND JUST LISTEN TO THAT VOICE ON THE INSIDE, AND YOU WILL HAVE YOUR ANSWERS.
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 13:53:58 +0000