Good Morning My Friends! Its been a while since Ive written anything about myself. I have been home for almost 2 1/2 months and I thought I should share my deepest thoughts and feelings from the heart Today. So here goes. .....Oh by the way its a bit long winded like I am.....so as Larry the cable Guy would say. ...Git er done and read it all ! As Madea would say. .....HALLYLEWYER!!! Today I go in to see the doctor about getting my prosthetic fit, it has been a long time and I am ready to be able to learn how to walk again and Im extracited! Had plenty of time sitting down on my McDuff and had a lot of time to think about things. Dont ever take for granted even one step not one!!! Your life could change at the drop of a hat and you have to be prepared for whatever comes your way! I never fathomed not having a leg to stand on literally! Im reminded daily of just what a blessing it is to be able to walk ......simple fact is I cant yet. The reality is, it kicks my butt daily. It is what it is and it has been one setback after another and that my dear friends wears on you mentally and physically. I know now how a person in the moment could say forget it and lose it and end it. I said in the moment and that means when it seems like you are destined to be a certain way and stuck in a rut you cant get out of. There are times I had many crazy thoughts but only in that moment...Make sense? I never thought that way before. Ever. Not even in the moment. Yep even I did. Mr. Happy Patrick Positive Patrick. Funny Patrick. Yep me.My suggestion?--> Be thankful for everyday you stand up outa that bed!!! Be thankful for your family and everyone in your lifw. Be thankful for each day you can smell the rosed. Give thanks for that first step in the a.m.!! .We are not promised tomorrow. Yesterday is HISTORY, tomorrow is a MYSTERY, and today my friends is a wonderful PRESENT a gift to be alive and well as my boss Derek Dahl would say when I was having one of those days. Honestly Im not always the positive guy, the sweet loving guy. Im human and I have my fits of carnality(Jesse Duplantis quote). Some days Ive hated this crazy bump in my road. SOmetimes I just dont have a damn clue why Im still here after losing most of my family and going it alone most of the time through life. Thank God He is my best friend. If it werent for Jesus dying on the cross to give me hope Id be done like instant oatmeal. .. in a minute! ! So I say this. .......... Cherish your family and never forget to say I love you when you leave one of them even our hang up the phone if its just a jaunt to the store or Ill be right back You never know what can take place. Think things through before you do something. Let your yes be ues and your no be no. Its better that way. Im not always the person you think I am. Being home has been harder than I thought it would ever be. This place is not wbeelchair friendly!! Come n see my entry ways and wallls!! Theres not one door on in this house except the front door upstairs! ! I run onto stuff all the time! ! Arent you guys glad Im not driving?? Bahahahahaha!! Seriously though.....This has been a true test of my everything. After nearly six months Im extracited
Posted on: Thu, 10 Jul 2014 17:09:37 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015