Good Morning ...Um I just want to start by saying I never come in any social media site and talk about my personal life or business what so ever,but this past year 2014 was a really rollercoaster year for me. Im not gonna come on here and say 2015 is gonna be my year cause I dont believe in all that. Everyone every human being living has hiccups Im in no way perfect shall I ever will be. This past I have made a lot and I mean a lot of mistakes in my life. I left wife because I cheated because I was not happy anymore, I wasnt being the father that I once was I kinda fell off from being a coach a mentor to kids that who really looked up to me not being there when my mother needed me not being there when my sister and brothers needed me I was just lost in my own dam world just being selfish. My nieces and nephews I miss them so much not talking to them sharing a laugh or even a conversation. I can admit all the mistakes I made in my life some I may regret some I shall stand by them. I know saying I apologize or saying Im sorry doesnt always fix things I know this,but that is all I have. My family Shelia Laval Yourfavorite Babydaddy Angel Nelson Im sorry Im sorry Im sorry.. I love you guys so dam much words cant express how Im feeling right now. My kids Aaliyah and Jamaica you guys already know how much I love you too and miss you. My family is all I have. Also I really want to say thank you to a beautiful lady who has been talking to me telling me Coach Derrick you wrong or you need to change put god in your life talk to him I call her momma pat but other people call her cookie I dont like that name I never told her but Patricia Bookard I love you to the moon and back thanks for having my back when I was good and also when I was bad thank you so much. Now that 2015 has come I dont have new years resolution I dont need a myth to tell what I can or cant do. This year I will be a better father a better son a better brother and now Im in a new relationship a better boyfriend. And to make sure I accomplish all of what I want to do I decided that I will NOT be coaching this summer to reflect on my life and my family so to all my girls basketball players enjoy your summer still continue to play ball but right now coach derrick daddy derrick son derrick brother derrick boyfriend derrick needs his time. I love you guys sorry so Long I dont ever do this but I needed someone to talk to it may sound crazy but plenty ears are better than one....
Posted on: Sat, 03 Jan 2015 15:08:28 +0000
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