Good Sunday Afternoon Yall! I took the day off so that I could start getting my paper work and a letter together for court on Thursday! Im getting another shot at trying to get my license back! Man this isnt easy! I want to let them know where and who and why I was and why I did some of the things that I did! Without sounding like a victim or making excuses or making light of things! As well as holding myself accountable for what I did, letting them know that Ive done all the courts have asked me to do! I want to let them know that Im tired of paying for what Ive done but dont want to make it sound like a threat! Like if I dont get them Im really considering of moving across the river! I try not to compare myself to people but at the same time I feel if someone else is good enough to do something Ive got to try! Ive paid financially like you wouldnt believe! Little example Ive paid over a 170 a month for For an insurance I have to carry for three years that dont allow me to drive! When I said I dont want to sound like a victim its because not having my license has put me in situations that most people would never be able to handle! Its almost like walking on eggshells! Like yesterday! I wasnt sure how I was getting home! Before all this Bullshit in Ferguson broke out I already had come into some close calls! People saying shit to me! Not scared just feel like wait yea I am scared! Scared that Ill go back to jail and lose all that Ive been working for! It only takes one dumbass that wants to make a name for his self or to impress someone and there I stand! My buddy Archie ( by the way hes black) brought me home because he didnt want to see me in the crap going!!! I know that Ive been feeling on edge lately! I guess knowing that if I dont get them back this time I have to go back and get another evolution! That means more time that Ive got to manage to figure off work and spend more money! Then its another three months! I guess Im putting this out here for the people that know they have a problem and they refuse to get help! To let them know I never thought I would be going through this! Also any advise would be greatly appreciated! If you dont want to post something message me! On the brighter side I do have a really good letter from my councilor from Gateway! Tho Im really grateful for this day off I would much rather spend it enjoying my Grandson! Which BTW is the cutest little fellow! Cant wait for the day when my granddaughter meets my grandson! Hope yall have a blessed day!
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 18:36:29 +0000
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