Good a.m. Fb brats.. Why do we push people away when it is an inherent desire to be wanted and loved?! Some of us don’t even realize we are doing it until we look back on the parade of individuals, some good, some bad, walking through our past... It is a shockingly hurtful sight to some and they continue to add characters to their line but for me, on this day, it is a lesson I need to learn fast...I have always tried to be the honest sort, the kind that likes to give everyone a proper "heads-up" just in case something unusual may happen but many times, this has just turned into a disaster that works to drive love away from me, or for some I know or USED to know...I forget to consider that I may be the only one who cares in certain situations and the "warning" may be viewed as just unneeded, confusing baggage thrust on someone who is possibly trying to disengage from an experience they really wish they had never had in the first place.. Even thinking that dooms me because I have already decided that I am “less than” and deserving of desertion. In trying to be nice and offering an explanation for my behavior, whether it was asked for or not, I set disappointment in motion because no one can measure up to my high expectations. I expect things from people but don’t voice what these expectations are and when they aren’t met? I seem to always have …an excuse to be angry and beat myself up for getting into a rotten relationship or for trusting anyone at all with my heart; a pure recipe for failure...so with that being said before you go and post something I once said to you ( WISHING SOMEONE COULD UNDERSTAND EVEN THE DUSTIEST PART OF YOUR MIXED UP SOUL) you once had that...!! you were just to blind by your ego to see!! So in your words MISS ME... WITH THAT NONSENSE!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY ;-)
Posted on: Thu, 13 Jun 2013 14:52:43 +0000
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