Good evening. I just wanted to say hello and probably goodnight. I’m exhausted from my run and I forgot that we have some kind of African dust. Thanks John for reminding me. A friend and reader posted about it and I remembered seeing something on the news. Maybe that’s why I’m having a harder time than normal running. It’s hot and it’s hotter than the 103 as it was 107 here at the apartment. Whatever it’s hot and I’m tired and I did my little sauna thing but once my phone goes out (music) because it’s too hot, I figured I was good since I got 10 minutes in. I know I’m making no sense. I was just writing a testimonial for Airrosti in a magazine and I had Denise look over it and she was like “Are you going to edit this?” “That’s what you’re for” I said. “It needs a lot of editing.” “Sorry my mind isn’t working to well.” “No it’s really not.” ~ concerned look. So I have no idea what is going on but other than just being completely wiped out tired I feel fine. I was actually a little manic today with the book review being published and everything. I guess it’s one of those things it’s only a big deal to me but I guess it was a little moment for me. I haven’t really accomplished anything like that in a while and though it is small it is still an accomplishment and I’ll take it. We didn’t really get recognition in the career I had. I got great reviews and I have them if anyone ever wishes me to scan them in here since I did get fired and all. But there was no real recognition in the job. Regarding the book review, the real subject/object is the book not the review; but I believe I did the best job I could. And yes I will take it. It’s a good book and a good easy read with some good info so I’m happy with it. When I was in school (college) I was super stud as I’ve mentioned before. I was recognized for everything and that was such a good feeling. Sometimes I miss that. But I chose the path I chose and there is no looking back. I was talking today with The Hot Mess and we were discussing our disorder and how for her it brought out her writing and her creativity. She is smart because she understands the negatives but focuses on the positive. She is really good and that is why she has so many readers/followers and fans. For me, I’m no longer motivated to do anything but try to get through the day. I spend a lot of time working on this page and a lot of time trying not to get drunk or ruin my life. I wanted a drink today badly. But I made it out and ran. So, like I always say, I’ll take the good days when they come. Anyway, I’m okay and life is sailing along. I got home and took my ice cold sudsy shower and hydrated and iced. The Girls got home and I did some chores and bathed Sonnie. She gets a warm sudsy shower and really does it herself but I supervise as she will not let me assist with the hair. If you only knew…well I guess you do because I tell. That Girl is a hoot and a half. If I could post some of the things she does but she is 6 and those with kids around that age know how they can be and sometimes it’s extremely inappropriate but yet so funny. It’s the whole - do all you can not to laugh but yet tell her “okay that’s enough.” Sonnie gets that A LOT. I don’t think that made a lick of sense. I’m surprised I don’t write cents. I’m so out of it. Whatever, I feel good though. Maybe there is a little somethin’ somethin’ in the dust… ;) Or maybe I’m just high on life! Alright well I’m at peace with the world tonight. I hope you find the peace you seek. Here is to everyone having a restful and peaceful night or day depending on where you are. Please take care and thank you so much for reading the page. Oh, and I may get back on later to do some regular shares. I need to make sure I’m keeping up with that and not just when inspiration strikes since so many people have supported me and I greatly appreciate it and all of you. Thank you. Oh I forgot…one of my favorite shows starts tonight and thank goodness it’s now on Showtime since I still can’t see it with my wonderful Time Warner although this is a prime example of what I wrote about this morning. Not that you care (unless you have Time Warner and like Dexter, Ray Donovan, and Homeland) but depending on the story you hear…that’s whose side you are generally going to take and yet the truth is probably somewhere in the middle Oh yeah, DUH, my show is “Strike Back” which is a damn good show. Okay, I’m out! Peace out and God bless.
Posted on: Sat, 10 Aug 2013 00:59:23 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015