Good evening everyone. Ok, I have been silent for a long time for many reasons. But this I cant keep silent for my heart screams to sing of love & is yearning to vocalize. Hahhaha. I will say this ones and will admit it just one: + for the first time EVER...so take it or live it... Hahaha I LOVE THAT 1... That 1 who keeps a lingering smile on my face despite distance & short of words. Yet with a single word, that 1 imprints a joyous smile on my face that saunters on for weeks along our separate strolling paths as we each dedicate our time in our passionate deeds, until we reunite again for another wondrous moment; sealed with lasting impression of unfathomable happiness as that 1 you feel of love at first sight -- each sight with this 1 is like love at first sight indeed. That 1 whom I spend time not too seldom, yet seldom still; oh but those seldom moments of sincerest happiness thats so free without guarded walls, purely filled with maddening fluttery giggles, empowering the air with laughter that echoes. Even simply cooking some random unknown meal late at dawn & discovering together its odd tastes is so much more joyful than spending a week at a theme park. Oh those moments I would not trade for they trump any. That 1 says not much. That 1 neither lectures me nor scolds me, judge me nor asks me to be someone else. This 1 lets me be me: allows me to act and react however I feel in any moment and just let me be solely me, free of guards. With this 1, I am utterly sincerely myself. This 1 accepts me as I am and is patient with me. When I express my frustrations, instead of being in a quarrel with me, this 1 smiles, holds me tight and tells me I hear you, then begin to literally dance with me...at which moment my frustrations turn into pleasantries and get washed away by those assuring glowing smiles as pure as a infants giggle, with the sweetest kisses as if my delicate heart were touched by those luscious lips rather than having only pecked my tender flesh. This 1 may not say much, but he sure listens, observes and does many subtle things that maintain smiles on my face from ear to ear. This 1 understands that simplest gestures are what makes me happy. I need not to pretend nor compose or keep myself in control -- this 1 asks me to surely always expose who I am without guilt, nor shyness, nor, and absolutely without refrain. I need not tell this 1 of my likes & dislikes; this 1 seems to just know. This 1 may seem to not respond or react, yet this 1 just Does the changes I seek before I can even begin to utter a word of complaint. This 1 demonstrates I was heard and shows me that I was understood. This 1, unlike others, do not ask much about me, but this 1 understands every bit of me and comprehends my complexities in ways no one has ever fathomed. This 1 adores my being as is, embraces all that I am & welcomes my directness. At any time of day, I can ask questions, say whats in my mind, express how I feel, and he will not turn me away...not even when continents part us; this 1 does not place borders nor limits on time zones with things that matters to me. All that I am, this 1 adores and is proud of me -- I want to show you off because in my eyes you are truly amazing and I love all that you are -- how could I not fall in love with all of that! Who needs Valentines day when any moment with him is more than just Vday. Yes, for the very first time ever...I admit, I am IN LOVE!!!! As in truly In Love aside than with myself. Hahahha. The kind of love my great grand parents told with loving smiles. The kind in which I began to doubt I would ever find. Every detail of what my great grandparents described of their true love, I feel & find with him. Even to the detail of their story of that magical scarf -- this man has shown me -- I doubt he met my great grand parents prior, to ask details of how to win my heart. Just when I thought I would go, he appeared. Just as I thought his timing was awful, he showed me it was just right on time. He proves opposite of all my doubts in a man. He lets me face my fears and shows me there was nothing to worry about in the first place. In his embrace, I feel protected. In his caress, I feel adoration. In his care, I feel love. In his eyes, I am myself. I dont know how long it will last nor does it matter -- knowing me, thats guaranteed uncertain...I just know that every moment with him is lived at present and I am sooooo very happily alive -- oh and I make certain I live my life living lively ALIVE daily for sure no matter what others may say -- but this, this Ive never felt before. When a man makes you feel like the most beautiful amazing woman in the world at your weakest and lowest moment; believes in your strength when you cant feel it; empowers you when things seem impossible with a single word; & sees you most beautiful in your most vulnerable point...most importantly, when he allows you a chance to grow, become better than who you were and stand by your side throughout as he continually inspires and motivates you, and find that you do just the same for him as he does with you -- you too will fall madly in love. I wanted and searched for love that is impossible, and here it is smiling in front of me, proving every moment its infinite possibilities ... Ill take it!
Posted on: Tue, 03 Dec 2013 21:02:00 +0000
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