Good everything everyone, Do you know life is sometimes so tough. If you wake up in the morning dreading it, you really need help. However if I was to tell you that everything on them hard days is an illusion. Non reality to make you realise that nothing is truly important in this life other than your life itself, how would you feel?? Would you believe I had gone mad. Believe me some days I feel mad. Do you know I have come to learn that madness in moderation is actually quite normal. If you arent happy why do you wake up everyday and do what you do. Because as humans we love habits. We love habits because they are comfortable to us. We love habits because they are easier to take notice of. To look at who you really are, raises questions from yourselves and also the people you are in contact with. This is the whole reason people struggle in life. They dont wake up happy, they dont go to bed happy, they dont live happy. I know its tough believe me. I would have to write a book on my life story for you to truly understand. Through all my life I have looked after others. I have never once looked after me. Until recently that is. I have found some people on some fantastic sites that I now consider my friends. They come to me for help. I can go to them when I need assistance. It is starting to work. This week I fell head over heels into the same pattern. Anything I can do to help please ask. I have been up from 5am to 1am everyday this week. Do you know what I feel very ill today. I dont want to go on about me but today I will. The reason is I am a happy guy but you never truly know exactly what someone is going through unless they let you in. A face and a smile can be a mask for pain. Do I do everything with a full heart and with honesty and integrity of course I do. I never expect anything. I have approximately a week left to find a rental property else myself and two children will be homeless. I still believe and know the universe will assist. Gratitude universe. My grandmother is hours away from passing into the light. I still believe and know the universe will assist. I will lose my car soon. I still believe and know the universe will assist. I am still in work but It is painful physically and mentally everyday as I dont want to be there. I want to be a writer. I still believe and know the universe will assist. I am exhausted to a point of collapse and feeling very ill. I still believe and know the universe will assist. Now I know the universe will assist. I trust and believe in the angels and the universe as much as I do. I love you all, and I am falling far short on loving me right now. I hope this helps you to realise to never judge people. As people arent here to be judged just guided. They dont want the guidance, walk away. YOU CANT CHANGE ANYTHING YOURSELVES, OTHER THAN YOU AND WHO YOU ARE. I leave you with love and blessings of immense and brilliant light today. Love you all. Take care of yourself today, so you can take care of others tomorrow. LNL
Posted on: Sat, 19 Jul 2014 10:34:42 +0000
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