Good everything everyone, I AM KNOWING AND I AM TRUTH. Humanity does not like truth pure and simple. When truth is placed in front of us we would rather try and clam up or run away. I AM A PEACEFUL LOVING MAN. However I also like anyone have a fuse. Very long but can still be lit. What we find as we grow as a person is all the times others have conceived us as telling lies. I discovered tonight my final truth. My Truth is simple. That is who and what I was since day one. I have never been asleep. I was took over by a human brain. When I spoke of a man grabbing my ankles and scaring me with curtains as a child I was telling the truth as to why at the age of ten I was still bedwetting. No one listened. When my sister came across and walloped me and ran back to her chair, crying that I had hurt her. I would receive a second hit from my own mother. The bullies would spit in my face. I would tell but not be believed as they were such nice and good boys. I went and told a good friends mum about the way my mum treat me. My mum told her I was lying and that I was a trouble maker at home. I was caught by the police at 13 for stealing my mothers car. I told them I hated my mother and I missed my grandad. I could never tell them about the abuse as a young lad. Why? Because a Web of lies had surrounded me. I started to think this was normal. I would start relationships and something would be said like well you werent my first choice. So I would pile the pressure upon myself to a point of collapse. Trying to be what they wanted lying to only me. Then they of course would find out and gone. Secondly there would be the feelings of hopelessness as I only wanted to be honest. That doesnt work either. Unless you think the same. If my wife looked terrible in a dress. It does not mean I am being horrible with a put me down. I am merely trying to let her know that the dress she has on doesnt look right. You asked for my opinion. Should I say you look incredible and you will be laughed at all night? Honesty hurts like hell. Should we wrap it up? That is why I have changed from believing/having faith to knowing my truth. I am not just tuned into my life I live through it entirely. My light body speaks direct to you everyday. It doesnt mean I want to hurt your feelings. It doesnt mean I want to break your heart. However if I remain in your life it will be just that. A broken friendship or heart. I have spoken my truth for so many years. People in general whether they be professionally qualified people or not. They cannot handle the truth. I went into the mental health unit and spoke my truth. Except honestly I didnt speak one aspect of it. I didnt say I AM JESUS INCARNATE. I would of been sectioned. However my guidance says that is actually who I AM. What Am I to do. I ignored my guidance all my life. Maybe intentionally as a lesson. Whether they be friends, family, or professionals. Why should you cease to speak your truth because they want you to. I have known all my life these projects would happen. Well it may not of been today. Right here right now in this very second I know it will happen. All my projects. My heart is alive with passion. I AM TRUTH, I AM KNOWING AND I AM ETERNAL LIGHT đź’– đź’– đź’– LOVE AND ETERNAL LIGHT đź’– đź’– đź’– LOVE YOU ALL.
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 22:32:01 +0000
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