Good moring people, well as you can see obviously ( look) I found my self yesterday wacthing squidworth, as it sets in your mind ( cartoon) yes observeing that I felt I was him, no , No laughing, becuases my personality ( feelings) are wakeing up to a knew day and feeling angry ( humanbean) and asking my self, get your self together , ! But haveing thoses memories, off shutting down, But why? ?...... arent , werent ? You supposed to do your homework! Well iam still trying to move on! Yes I cry, move, sensitivity express my self , maybe not to you! But I had no clue afther 5 years the name had vanished into thin air! Who is he? Why do I have to make him especially my priority! Yes iam yelling, I told you onces ! I was no joke, dam! & remember you! I Said if god does not accpany you, Well hope the devil will, Its not no game, play, theater , some where, I acknowledge that times up! I dont call you my friend, I call you weak. Becauses , You think you know how to do things! Lol yea keep moveing becauses my heart is made of gold, but I show who you want me to be! O why not! Ill make you think your a show off, that could step on my feelings. ?.Well Ill always remember that cold whatever look that underline, this person is gest another janedoe find ! I will heel the heart who walks by me, and do belive me becauses iam vocies ng , everyday and know your the one person that wont think iam empty inside and alls forgotten, He sees , touch, observe, shows us how to lean how to cope with that pain, Everyday I ask him yes! YES IAM SHOUTING! HELP ME TO UNDERSTAND BETTER, TO STOP BEING AFRAID OFF WHAT COMES UP IN MY MIND, CHILD LEAN ON ME . I WILL CARRY YOU TILL THE END, I PROMISES ONE DAY YOULL BE FREE IN FRONT OF ME LOOKING INTO MY EYES , AND ILL SAY CHILD YOU ASK ONCES?................. OK IN YOUR PUZZLE TO BE COMPLETE, ILL TELL YOU THE ANSWER, ILL SHOW YOU , THE VISION YOU WHATED ME TO ANSWER LOOK DOWN, , AND I KNOW( TEARS) HE HEARD MY VOCIES, AND SET ME FREE, ,,, BUT I DO ASK HE PLEASES LET ME DEAL WITH IT HERE, WHERE I DONT MAKE MY CHILDREN THINK ALL THE TIME WHY IS SHE SO MAD? I KNOW COME TO UNDERSTAND, WHO SHE IS, BECUASES SHE TOLD US THE OPPOSITE SIDE OF THE MIRROR IS WHO SHE IS, PLEASES GOD , I KNOW YOU BELIVE IN ME IAM YOUR CHILD , AND I FEEL AMAZING THAT I FOUND MY FREEDOM IN TOUCHING SOMEONE OUT THIER MAYBE WITH THE SAME THOUGHTS OR MAYBE NOT, BUT I AM NOT GOINING NO WHERE I SAID MY HEART IS MADE OF GOLD I HAVE ALL THE TIME TO LISEN TO YOU BECAUSES IAM NOT FAKE, IAM A PEOPLE PERSON, AND AT THE BEGIAN I SAID I WILL LISTEN TO YOU, HOW WONDERFULL IT IS TO HAVE SHARED THIS AMONG EVERYONE THATS OUT THIER TO HEAR MY VOICES, AND SAY ON BEHALF OF ME / STRANGER, OR FRIEND, FAMILY YOULL BE OK, OK , OK , ILL WAIT UNTIL YOU CAN TAKE THAT STEP AND ASK ME Special S , can we talk, well hope todays a brighter day, with smiles, laughter and being the real us, gest like I am me , me love you all! Fabulous I have familiy and friends that could acknowledge me or us, Special S.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 15:05:06 +0000
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