Goood Morning Facebook Fam!! 40 degrees, mostly cloudy, slight breeze in the Mile High today. Mostly cloudy in my life today too. Getting tired of not being able to eat. Been 18 months now. Sleepings gone from 4 hrs at a time 1hr to 1 1/2 hrs. Ive gotten maybe 30 hrs sleep in the last 2 weeks. The pain is back today making my neck and head so tender, I cant even rest my head on anything. The lump in my neck has doubled in size in the last month. A little bigger than a golfball now. I have a hemeotolgy/oncology appt. the 16th. Will schedule re-evaluation of my condition to make sure treatment is still an option and that I didnt wait too long while I was trying to salvage what was left of my life and heart. Its very hard to make decisions of this magnitude. I have lost everything but my friends. I think I have 3 choices ahead of me. Treatment, or hospice and morphine drip or go to the mountains and make my platform. The 3rd one was my original plan after I received my diagnosis and treatment regimen from Iowa in Oct 2012 then We decided to get a second opinion and they said they could fix it here without destroying my face and jaw with surgery. I would probably be cancer free right now if my treatments hadnt been interrupted by my lifemates insecurities. Well thats enough about me. Yall come back now. 16 more days. Keep your feet dry
Posted on: Fri, 04 Apr 2014 18:10:35 +0000