Gotta vent! Stay strong...an hav faith...thats wat the preacher told me! he nevr really felt me! He nevr really wantd to help me! I need a shoulder to lean on...sum body to cry to! I feel like evry thing is gone! But...im a survivor! I feel im standin n a city full of cowards! Maybe thats y it so hard...not havin my grandfather! That real sh...i no a lot of yall got em! But it seems I need him way mor...now that I gotta liv wit out him! Now im wit out him...but that life yall! Sum times u gotta learn to swim wit no life guard! Smiles...im alright God! Thank God im still breathin...my heart still hurt like it got hit by a bullet...it got me still bleedin! Father God can u giv me a lil comfort...cas my heart need it! I c a dark road ahead...so im tryin to take it easy! Rest n peace grand daddy...i miss u! God...i no im livin like I no wen im cumin! But...im jus livin cas...i no that its cumin! The end...is cumin! But...i aint runnin...i aint hidin or duckin! Im n the middle of a war...an im alive...but I dont luv it! Im jus speakin from the heart...cas this is a dyin republic! But wit God...we gone rise above it! I no they cheatin...an we losin...dont worry...weve survived wit nothin! They can nevr make it illegal to stive wen u strugglin! Sighs...hold on! Strate vodka out the bottle to the dead now! My eyes r gettin red now...damn...my grand daddy dead now! An all the things I nevr sed...i gotta say it now! I shud hav sed it then...but now...i gotta talk to clouds! Now I gotta walk around...tryin to find my way to the next day! Cas...yor birth day...cud b yor death day! So im livin like my birth day...was jus yesterday! Lets pray! Ten figures together...Father God...plz bring us together! An keep us durin the times of bad whether...under yor umbrella! Im jus tryin to make sure...our kids future progressin! For now...grand daddy b patient...im cumin! Gods thuG angel...
Posted on: Sat, 13 Jul 2013 01:29:24 +0000
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