Grab the tissues, your gonna need them!! A few nights ago I was watching my friends little boy. As he kept wanting snuggles, it reminded me of my own children and how much I miss them (they live with their dad in OR and I have not been able to see them in over 2 years) and as I held him tears were streaming down my face. Hes the same age Matti would be, I just kept picturing her and how big she would be, what her hair would look like, her smile, her toes, everything. Mckaylynns alarm went off, so I checked on her, she was fine, still sleeping, something told me to check on her again. This time she was wide awake, she got all excited when she saw me, a little unusual for the middle of the night. I picked her up to cuddle her, and she just held on, and hugged and cuddled me back, except when I would say McKaylynn she wouldnt respond, she would just squeeze tighter, at this point tears were again rolling down my face, I said lil momma-Matti and she looked up at me with the biggest smile, it melted my heart. My lil momma came to visit and let me know shes OK. And yes the tears are streaming as I wrote this. I miss and love her bunches. RIP lil nomma and you can come visit anytime
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 14:50:17 +0000
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