Grateful my lil Pho is back. We missed each other so much, Thank you Jaz, I love you. I need to apologize to you, my family and friends..for not being present these passed few weeks..I just believed I was somewhere close to a point of acceptance as far as dealing w/the loss of TJ. But some of the things that have occurred since a little before Halloween, have showed me that I am not as well as I thought I was, the time changed, longer colder nights remind me of how I felt just about a year ago..and once again I found myself trying to shut the world away..Depression can be debilitating, the things my head can tell me are far worse than what others could ever say about me. I know Im not the only one struggling, I started feeling guilty for being happy and I took my gifts for granted. I know Tj Miller would not want me to feel this way, I want to ask you to keep my family in your prayers in the weeks to come..I want to take my negative and turn it into a positive still that is what I set out to do, and I know I need to refocus and set back to doing what I set out to do. I Love & Miss you Son!!! More than mere words could ever convey. Thank you all, much love and God bless.
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 00:53:09 +0000
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