HOW CAN I BE IN LOVE?♥ PART 24 Justin’s p.o.v. I took Brookes hand, as we walked to our table, I was a real gentleman tonight. When brooke sat in her seat, I went to sit across her. B: you didn’t have to do all this J: yes I did, when the surprise picnic was cancelled, I felt bad. I really wanted to do something. B: yeah, but I don’t want to give you the feeling that I take, and never give. J: off course you give, you do all these little things for me brooke, those are the things that make me fall in love with you. B: what do I do? J: like, the other night, with the big fight, you made me feel better immediately, you comforted me, and it worked. I felt more confident. And then today, when I was ‘sick’ you canceled your plans for me. B: that’s what a good girlfriend does. J: I know, but I never do that, I would stay home and comfort you everytime… but you do it special, in a way I’ll never be able of to do it. B: ooh Justin She started to blush, she was so sweet… hold on a sec, oh no, she started to cry… girls are always so emotional. J: baby don’t cry… B: don’t worry, they’re happy tears :) J: I know, but still. Crying is crying. B: justin? J: yeah B: I want to tell you. J: what? B: my scars, the reason. J: yeah? B: it’s my dad. You better sit back and relax, cause it’s a long story. J: I’m all ears. B: it all started when I was four, my mom and dad were very happy, and so was I with our little family. I was bullied at school, and I always ran to my dad if they were hurting me again, they hurt me physically and mentally. I was getting a low self-esteem. But one day, my dad left, no reason, no note, he just left… Tears were coming… god poor girl J: Brooke come over here Brooke came to me and sat on my lap I comforted her. B: I got really attached to my grandmother, my mom wasn’t really around much, cause she wanted to build up a career, she did it, but I was left alone, my grandmother was my everything, she helped me with the bullying, and it was getting better. When I was 12, my grandmother died. I was all alone, my mom was there for me the first couple of months, but then I was alone… there was always a nanny by my side… but that didn’t make me feel any better. I had to see psychologists. But the bullying got worse again. I didn’t see any other way out… so I tried to kill myself. But I failed. I was in a hospital for weeks. When I came home, they were bullying me even more. I decided to self-harm, so I started cutting… I actually enjoyed it, the nanny wasn’t around, so there was nobody who can stop me… I never realized how bad it got… until that one day… it went too far, I cut too deep… blood trusted out… it was an awfull sight, again, I was in the hospital.. but after I came back, I didn’t stop… Then I met Caitlin, at a plane, she made me feel better… when I came home, my mom had a boyfriend, I couldn’t stand him at first, but now we’re actually pretty close. He’s like my second dad. I was 17, I got homeschooled for the rest of my school career, I went on vacations with Caitlin and Christian… me and Christian grew close. And we started dating, but he cheated on me. Which made me cut again. I was hurt, I lost contact with Caitlin, so I didn’t have friends. It was a rough year, but now, everything ‘s better, I got Caitlin back, and I got you. My mom is a famous career-women, and so is my steph-father. J: jesus Brooke I had no idea… B: it’s okay, I hide it, I don’t like to talk about my past. J: I’m so happy you told me. B: I’m happy that I finally got it off my chest. J: remember Caitlin, I love you. I kissed her scars. And she smiled at me. She’s so strong. She had an awful childhood. And I was going to do anything to make her time left as a teenager the best time of her life. We’ll marry once. We’ll have kids. And I knew I was never gonna leave Brooke. Not like her father. I can’t believe he left. He’s gonna regret it once. I’ll make him. = here it is :) the story behind brooke :o -Fem♥
Posted on: Mon, 01 Jul 2013 10:11:11 +0000
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