HOW I became WILD? Sat there thinking of how it all happened............how Could it be Real? Why did it Hurt so much??!...........I wanted it to STOP!.........the Pain was way too unbearable! She was HURT because of me,she coulda Died cus of me.............Looking at her in that Hospital BED........feeling so responsible for it...........cus I knew she saw Me,she watched me GRIND her sister very well......I didnt know I would get caught,I didnt know the window was a clear view from Outside............ She sobbed and teared in silence until she broke silence and Cried out MY GOD...Max??! I panicked!........ .......For a still 2mins, My head was empty,nothing to cover this up!......no excuses! .......Its a Signed Deal of deception! With my boxers smartly worn back n my jeans trousers reaching my Knees,I knew I had to do the ONLY humane thing I could think of!........RUN AFTER HER!!!! Dont get me wrong.....I Loved her,I respected her well enough for 2yrs straight but the Mild seduction of Aggravated Loneliness Drove my sanity into CARNALITY! As I ran along with her,chasing her.....she Cursed me,she threw things at me.......finally I caught up with her,pulling her Close to avoid her getting hit on the freeway....... SLAm!!!! She slapped me!.............it knocked back senses into me,I didnt speak.........I couldnt even if I wanted to........the Shame,the disgrace and the Foolishness of my Deeds made me Cower my face to the Floor.......... Why? Why my sister baby?..........she cried,.......with passersby watching and looking at Us.........I tried to hold her Close to me to COMFORT her but she struggled..............I tried to use my MASCULINE GRIP..........on her.....she slapped me again........and kicked me in my BALLS Down I went......holding it tight to ease my Pain..........but I didnt see it coming.........I should have stopped her at All COST,she ran withOUT looking carefully and...............VOOOSH! .......My GIrl went sideways like a Flash move in a movie!..........and down the Floor she Fell HarD! ......NO!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Screamed OUT loud! Thats how I changed!!! ......The DAy emeka died in me and Max was born! ........People gathered by,some helped her to get into a Bus nearby and I managed to join them........I held her in my arms,BLOOD dripping everywhere.......I was DAZED! Cudnt Move........ Few hours later, the news came in that she was in a Coma......and she had lost a lot of Blood,and it kinda Affected her legs,Her ELDER sister came up to me and said :You are the Devil! And Slapped me again! Tears rolled down a little.....and she walked me out!.......yelling at the hospital staffs to walk me out! So here I am.....at the Altar of God,crying and praying to save her Life!............. I said holding the statue of Jesus on his Crucifix........:Take it all........take it away,pls!.........Remove my Conscience,Remove that beating Heart and Give me One made of Stone,pls! I dont deserve to live,I dont wanna LOVE anymore!..........let me be a beast so they wud FEAR Me!........cus the pain and stench of Humanity Sickens ME! ......I fell to the ground whispering: give her a chance,take mine instead,shes innocent God and her only crime was loving me............help her find someone whos worthy of her,someone whod see her BETTER than I ever Did,to Love her,cherish her and please in anyway she desires!............... Sobbing again and said:Do this and I will NEVER get close to her again! Few days later.............got a call from the kid sister I was involved with that SHE WOKE UP,it was a miracle............said the doctors.......and shes recovering a little! I thanked her for it,and asked her not to call me again.............for peace with her family! Goodbye Emeka,am sorry again she said!.......I cut her off! ...........It was my Choice! And Id live with it everyday!
Posted on: Tue, 05 Aug 2014 13:55:47 +0000
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