Had a busy,busy weekend with Bubba & friend,did manage a bit of relax,play,cuddles time with my Daughter yesterday,but its gone so quick & I find myself feeling empty today,not lonely,not lost,just a sense of not enough time for what matters before the hated routine/schedule kicks itself back into being...........missing the warmth & sunshine of Spring & Summer,I long to be lying on a blanket over the park with my headphones on,a book to read & to just watch the world drift by or sitting in the back garden,meditating & listening to bird song..........Ive equated this down to my deep,long standing desire for change,a change that Ive watched slip away bit by bit over the past decade,THAT NOW is thankfully coming back to me gradually piece by piece,through hard,hard work & granite determination.........Im just getting too eager to receive it,to welcome it home,for it to rebirth me,yes rebirth is what its going to be after 10 long,hard years of painful yet irreplaceable self development & learning & I cant wait for this new,upgraded model to emerge!! Deeply reflective today folks,thats my Monday Check-In!!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 03 Feb 2014 12:06:27 +0000