Happy Thanksgiving Buddy. Time just keeps slipping on by. Im working on accepting that youre gone. Evidently I havent let you go yet. Go figure....still holding on for dear life. I know exactly what you would say to me.....but its easier said than done. Today I am so thankful that God picked me to be your mom. Im thankful for all the good times and all the bad times too. Im thankful that we had started to talk about things and not argue so much. Im thankful that you knew that I loved you. Im thankful that I knew that you loved me. Im thankful that you let Jesus into your heart and accepted His Love and forgiveness. Im very thankful that I dont have to worry about where you are. I know youre walking those streets of gold that God promised. Im thankful that you seen Jesus when He welcomed you into Heaven. Im thankful that your name was in that Book of Life. Im thankful that God let some major things happen in our lives that I think kinda prepared me (as much as I could be prepared) to be stronger than I thought I ever could be when you died. That still sounds so strange to me....you are dead in this world....you died...But your soul is in Heaven. Its just not right when a parent buries a child. You will always be 15....well almost 16... never getting any older. But youre good...its me I have to work on. I need a life because Im not living right now Im just going from day to day until I leave this world and join you in Heaven. I need to stop doing that and I do have a plan. 😊 You would be happy to hear what it is....very happy. I love you and would give anything for one of your hugs.....but thats not going to happen until you greet me at those Pearly Gates and that isnt going to happen for a while...God willing. Love you Steven. pssst no bad dreams. xoxoxo
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 04:10:45 +0000
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