Hate to say it, tried to be strong as I could and just “tough it out,“ but I think its time to see a grief counselor. I cant just repress this and go on my jolly way. Im tired of venting once in awhile to my family and friends who dont need to hear my problems, feeling pissed off, guilty, and almost everything just seems void and mundane without Nikki right now. I didnt get to see her often, but I spent as much time as I could with her every chance we got. So my apoligies for being a pooper when Im always trying to motivate and help people. Im doin the best I can but this is proving toO much, and voicing myself seems to be the best way to “vent“ at the moment without resorting to breaking the shit out of something or drinking a 5th. The last thing I want is sympathy, I know we all have problems, heartaches, and shit we need to deal with. So I hope you all can consider and accept my apology for breaking down a little. I just miss her so damn much, more than I ever thought I could miss anyone. Goodnight
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 05:39:29 +0000
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