Have you ever just wanted tk crawl in a hole or under a rock or just some where noone could ever find you all cause you just cant leave this life or you suffer an after life (hell) of roaming here for eternity and no thank ya its already hell just thank if your stuck here for eternity hell no, I mean who knows how long that lasts, and you would thank after all the horrible things Ive lived through already if God was gonna let me out of this life that easy youd deffinatly thank he would and really probably should have a long time ago but some times I thank about (well a lot actually), you know theyre always sayin whatever you do dont ever give up, or they say just give it all to God, but when I ask how you do that? Im told just lift your arms in the air and say god i cant do this aloneso im giveing it all to you, do as you will and as you see fit..... OK there and only there is where my question is... First off I have done every thing I could to live by 4 rules 1) If it feels right in your heart than you know its gotta be right. 2) Your feelings dont lie to you, People do. 3) God dont like ugly, 4) It all happens for a reason, Who are we to question him⇧.. Butthats why Im sayin now Im not questionin him Im simply askin wouldnt giving it to God like that be the exact same as givin up but worse cause that means you give up on it all not just some parts or bits and pieces but ALL OF LIFE and EVERYTHANG in between? Now Im more of a philosophical type (I guess youd call it) to where if I cant understand it I cant move past it and people tellin me theres just some thing in life that arnt meant to be understood, Well to me thats crap, cause it does all happen for a reason, usually icon figure it out I learn by watchin and other people and usually I figure things out pretty quick but Im just really kinda stuck here and if you know me at all you already know when I worry or stress I sit in one spot unable to move or ANY THING till figure it out and by then Im bad sick and end up in the hospital most times. I feel like Ive been stuck for over 3 years now and I hate it and I dont want to feel this no more but how do I give it to god if I know I just cant do this and feel this no more, with out given up on my so called life or at least whats left of my life and my self and my soul included
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 00:16:20 +0000
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