Here is a hoover letter from my ex a week after I left him the first time I went back 5 weeks later after receiving many of these emails. Dont be like me, its all lies and manipulation, validating what you want to hear not what they will change.... - MEV I know you dont want to talk to me right now and am sorry if this upsets you any. But am not sure what am supposed to do right now or what you want me to do.!! Am I supposed to be fighting like mad to get you back?? Would it prove how much I love you ?? How much I cant live without you ?? Ive had time to reflect on how badly I have mistreated you and how much Ive hurt you with stupid, unwarranted conceived notions. Thinking how badly I wanted and needed to be happy with you by trying to control our destinies!! And how much by doing that killed the real you!! The one I feel in love with!! When I should have been elated with how loyal and mad about me you were I invented reasons why you shouldnt!! You have given me countless opportunities to realize where I was failing us but not until now how seriously bad our situation was. Or how badly you wanted to end us. I had always thought I would just get better in time and that you would be love me regardless until you had the man you feel in love with. I know I have said a lot of things lately in frustration,anger and self pity but I honestly cant be without you and so damn in love with you!! I have talked with (Therapist) and plan to see her on a regular basis starting the week before Christmas. She mentioned that couples therapy which if you wanted and needed us to do I would. I have also made an appointment with the family Doctor to get a physical and mental evaluation and except any prescription prescribed for me. I want to fight this together!! The reason I need to make these changes immediately!! I want to fight like crazy to have you back!! To have the best thing in my life back with me!! So I can have my family back together again!! To show you I will instantly make the changes needed!! We will go to separate gyms 2-3 times a week. Make our own plans every other weekend without any mistrust and back door questions from myself. We should do this until it becomes just natural like any normal couple does. I want to you wear want you want whatever makeup you want without fear that I will question every move you make. This is my god honest promise to you and I will not break it. Believe me this past week would be my only reminder if I ever start to stray. I do honestly trust you from the bottom of my heart and will not ask what you have been up to this week. I swear!!! You have your Christmas party coming up soon you will not hear anything negative from me about it and i will trust you no matter, even if you walk in the door at 3 in the morning!! I will go on Facebook and let every one how much of an idiot I have been, how much I deserved to be left and beg ,with all my heart, to have the most beautiful woman to me back in my life!! I love the way you smile, the way you laugh and I love everything that you are. I will catch you if you fall into my arms, I love you forever and ever. XOXOXO
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 12:56:14 +0000
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