Here is another survivors story. ❤️❤️❤️❤️. Well I was 8 years old when it all began it wasnt a stranger to harm me it was my brother it all began by touching my breast area then I didn have any but thats not the point he began saying he loved me n shit I didn no what was happening he told me not to say its a game so I didn say as years n months went on it got worse n worse touchin escalated to all over my body makin me touch him n his private parts do things to him it was only wen I was 13 I new what he was doing was so wrong but by then I was brain washed into his torture I was so scared to speak he raped me 3 times abuse everyday non stop any time we were left alone it happened when he raped me for the 1st time it was new year I wen to bed not feeling well and he came up not long after that n came n bed beside me n said he been waiting to do this all day and thats wen the rape took place he warned me to say nothing r i would no what would happen n that was that no1 would believe me and it would kill my parents especially my dad I ran to the bathroom wen he left I was in pain crying thats wen I developed bulimia which wen on for years it got that bad I was warned by doc I was close to not being able have children and brittle bone disease during the period of torture I broke my own wrist 3 times to get into hospital to get away from him knocked my self ill when I was n I wouldnt eat to make sure I stayed in hospital I did self harm I wrote suicide note attempt 3 suicides and this all went on everyday of my life to I was 16 when I got the courage the stand up t him he did try quite a lot after that but didn work.. I then kept it to myself to I was 20 and had a baby and the protection of my baby helped me to speak out during my pregnant he bought me everything and was tryin to keep me happy as he knew what lay ahead the night my baby was born he knocked himself into hospital just to b near me.. Durin the period of speakin out he lied bout cancer epilepsy heart problems you name it he had it he then told everyone I was a lier an all even I had messages before I went police to him admiting it and begged me not to go to the police an all it was the hardest thing n my life to do but I fought threw 2 years of a battle anytime he was n court he faked a faint t get home n he admiited to his solicitor he tried to break me make me give him an eventually 1 day he pleaded guilty what a relieve that was but you know justice wasnt served as he was only served 3 years and that not all he could be out soon only a matter of months to be right and aloud back here to the area were I live now how is that justice.
Posted on: Sat, 12 Apr 2014 20:13:35 +0000