Here it goes world!!! Go ahead judge tlk shit or wt evr , idgaf!!! I LYK REALY GIV UP, ON MYSELF ON MY LIFE, ON PEOPL WHO R AROUND ME, ON EVRYTHING!! I NO DIZ IZNT DA WAY TO GO ABOUT IT, I NO IM YOUNG, BT DERS SUM STRNGR DEN OTHRS JUS KUZ U KAN HANDL IT NOT EVRYBDY KAN OK!!! Ryt NW IM AT MY LOWEST IV EVR BEEN N IV BEEN FUKN LOWR DEN ANYBDY KUD IMAGINE!! i no LIFE IS WT U MAKE IT N ONLY U CAN HLP URSELF, NOBDY ELS IS GOIN TO DO IT 4U!!! Bt my HEARTS SO FUKN DAMAGED I NO LONGR HAV 1 I DNT FEEL ANYTHING BUT HATE, ITS AWFUL. IDK WT HAPND , I USE TO B STRONG N B POSITIV THRU EVRYTHING, IV PIKD MYSELF UP TIME AFTR TIME WIT MY EYES N HEART OPEN,. IV NEVR FELT DIS.B4 SO HOPELESS N WRTHLESS!!! I hav very few.peopl who yes Love me bt DEY CAN DO SOO MUCH IM ON MY OWN WIT EVRYTHING, I NO IM NOT DA ONLY1 facen dis STRUGGL BT LIKE DEY SAY ONLY DA STRONG SURVIVE IM NOT STRONG!! I may act lyk it bt deep dwn IM WEEK, I CNT!! I GIV UP ON DIS SHIT, I HAV NOTHING NOTHING AT ALL TO LIV FOR, MY LOVED 1s r al goin der too so il c dem again 1 day bt not here suffring in pain!! I wasnt as;n 4 pitty money hlp or nda jus sum1 or sumthing to sho me ders mor to life den jus dis!! I rryd showing myself n i faild again n again!! N den i seen how EVRYBDYS STRUGGLN N STRESSD I REALIZED DAT DER ISNT MOR , DIZ IT!! Its eithr face it n deal wit it or fukn giv up!!! I did betr at givn up!! I AMTAKEN DA E.Z WAY OUT IDC I HAV NO PORPISE IN TRYN. I AM SAD TO C MYSELF DIZ WAY , I USE TO TEL MYSELF NO MATR WT ALWAYS SMILE N NW I LUK IN DA MIRROR N C DA ANGER I HAV IM DISSAPOINTED IN MYSELF! I think of dat evryday, I dint prov evrybdy wrng der rite!! Im loosn mor n mor weight doin wrse n wrse shit n to not feel nothing wen I do, not a fukn thing for myself, or anybdy I no its my time to go!!! EVRYTING HAPNS 4 A REASN!! Al DIZ BING SED IM DONE, GOODBYE IS NOT FOREVR BT ITSHERE NW!! Deuces wrld!!! If I evr had a possitiv relationship wit u, if u met me n u lykd me in any way dats kuz I did no hw to love 1c in mylife!!! Dat LINDA , LIN , GREENEYEZ IS FUKN GONE!!! Cu
Posted on: Wed, 31 Jul 2013 23:54:04 +0000
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