Here it is, the season of joy. But inside my head and heart it hasnt been very pretty. And so I did this: I prayed. Yep. I prayed to be released from my irritation, annoyance, and frustration with my daughter. A great miracle did not happen here. Things didnt instantly get better. But I kept requesting help to find mercy, patience, and acceptance, to SEE my life and her differently. I realized I have been in resistance to my life as it is and also worried about the future. So I decided to look at that. I dont have an answer to why a part of me is running away. But seeing this part, knowing Im the cause of my suffering, and accepting this, opened me to surrender. Such a blessed relief. Surrender. Just put it down. BE with life as it is. See what is good and feel gratitude. See what needs changing, and do what you can to change it. Accept the rest. Relax. Yes, Im messy and imperfect. I love even that part of myself. This Love is infinite and available to all. Even you. And you. And you.
Posted on: Wed, 24 Dec 2014 20:59:28 +0000
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