Heres a few copy and paste snipets from an old post I removed. Theres parts of it that describes how bad hell is..... Gospel for asia is my oxygen, its literally the life support keeping me alive. It feels like no one really understands or believes that. BUT I really dont blame them, because its hard for anyone to decyfer whats really goin on within all my chaos. One day I say Im gonna do this, and then the next day Im gonna do that. Eventually everyone just tunes me out because it always turns out the same. Im in the same place in life as I was when u talked to me 15 years ago, except now its way worse. But why would anyone think its worse for me now, because 15 years ago I made such a big deal about how bad it was and how it just couldnt get any worse. Back then, I thought it couldnt get any worse because anything that couldve made it worse was actually things that I swore to myself could never happen to me. All those things seemed too impossible to happen to me. But now...Yes... u guess it.... now theyre ALL happening at the SAME time with even more on top of it!!! Things I cant even tell people. And theres even more things that will take my soul if the devil overhears this secret that God and Me silently talk about to eachother once or twice a week. Whose gonna believe that right? I still cant believe it. Im walking around with unimaginable and inconceivable horrific situations, yet I forget most the day that they are even happening. Thats when you are almost beyond rescue. When you become so desensitized, you lose all sense of feelings or emotions, even your five senses numb. You realize that its tragic when you lose patches or track of time, you find yourself sitting there not even having a thought in your head. What is your mind doing when its not even thinking? That is probably when you are nearing the state of non-existancy in your mind. That cant be good right. Could that be a sign that a persons soul and conscience is starting to numb? (this is where the talking in 3rd person makes it easier to write stuff) Thats most likely the beginning of the end, buddy. You gonna numb yourself into a coma? Or catatonic state? Or even worse....? Nah, you wouldnt end it all, because the ones who are really gonna do it never talk about it, they just do it. Even if you dont end it all and you stick around....What good are you if you live and breathe a life of nothingness?? That surely isnt gonna help those people over there in South Asia that need you to let them know God exists and about Jesus unconditional Love.. Thats not even gonna help that person you run into at tacobell that needs your help or advice. Thats not gonna help that athiest that now wonders if maybe God is real because somehow you opened their eyes to Him in the past, what the heck are they gonna think now?Thats not gonna help the person that you see in the mirror...if you ever look in the mirror again because you havent looked in the mirror in months. Better lift your eyes up and let God help heal all that is emptiness inside. God isnt gonna do it for you unless you lift your eyes up to Him. You have to make some effort. If youre not gonna fix your life problems, you better fix where your destination is gonna be in the afterlife. Because if you dont, then you are on your way to hell where there is constant torment, fire day and night forever. Youll be wishing you were back on earth living a horrible life even if it was like that guy from the bible named Job, anything would be better than hell. Youd even be a piece of rotting wood as your life if you could, that would be better than hell. Even if the wood caught on fire, and it burned to a crisp, you would even accept that life because at least the fire burned the wood (you) quickly and the fire diminished within a few minutes and the pain was NOTHING compared to the pain in hell. That piece of wood (you) becomes nothing after its been burned to ashes. But wouldnt you know it, in hell its a different story. There is not one ash in hell, you dont burn up and turn into nothing...ITS WORSE.... because you burn forever. Forever. FOREVER. The fire never quenches and its a billion times hotter than you can even imagine (wait its even a zillion times hotter than that). This is real. This is not something to second guess or question. Here on earth, theres things that you dont second guess or question, even things you have no proof of.. theres some things you dont question for a minute here on earth, right? So why would you question something so much more detrimental and impacting as hell? Why? Dont find yourself ending up in hell regretting that you put lifes problems in front of the problems that are in your mind heart and soul. The devil has so many people blind to the reality of hell... people go through bad things on earth and find themselves saying that this is worse than hell or that they dont fear hell because its gonna be some kind of party down there. The only party going on down there is the devil and the demons rejoicing every time a new person falls into the pits of hell. They ring a bell every time a new person shows up in hell. Not because they want you to hear the bell, in fact you cant hear the bell over the sounds of your own silent screams that are forever in your melted head. They ring the bell to let all the demons know its time to gather around and watch another person suffer the second death. Second death? What is that? When our body dies on earth, thats the first death. Its actually heaven compared to the second death. Wow, did I hear that right? Yes. When we die on earth, that is called the first death. If hell is persons destination, then they suffer a second death which is actually trillion times worse than the first death. The first death is over as it happens because when a person dies on earth, the pain of death ends the second their heart stops beating. The second death is different, different in the worst kind of way....When the body enters hell, the flesh burns, then you know exaclty what burns next. The unimaginable and indescribable pain of that second death doesnt go away EVER. Thats when the bell is rung as each person drops into the pits of hell... thats when all the demons gather around and take bets on how long it takes the person to realize where they are. Because imagine waking up in hell after living a long life of not taking hell seriously, you never believed hell existed. Imagine waking up there after thinking in that mindset. Surely it would take you at least longer than a few seconds to realize where you are. The demons take bets on how long it takes you to figure out you are in hell. Not very many people know this but there is a demon that is/was/will be responsible for playing a big role in creating separation between you and God on earth. That demon is the only other thing (besides yourself) that you can blame for causing you to go to hell. He gets to pull you into his little area in hell and torture you forever. How would that feel to be tortured by the one who caused you to go to hell. But remember, you can only blame yourself for ending up in hell because it was YOU that rejected God and chose to ignore God and blame God and hate God and put EVERYTHING else in the world over God after He let His son die for you, you basically spit on Him and took the devils hand instead. So you got your own self to blame. So....u still dont think you will see it that way? Just wait, if u do end up in hell...all you will do for eternity in hell is remember every thing YOU did wrong and regret everytime you denied God. Every thousand years you may muster up a tiny voice to ask God for one drop of water (your throat is dry and pure raw) you cant even breathe or think... hmmm your kinda back to that state of nothingness that you felt on earth right before you went to hell... BUT do you remember all those senses and feelings you numbed out on earth with expertise? Well... you now feel them ALL, and in the worst way and with NO chance of it getting better. Hate to break the news, but the pain and torture in hell doesnt start off slow and build up...because the instant your body gets to hell, you feel hell at the highest level and it stays there for eternity. and you suffer the second death that Jesus tried to save you from... but your small-sounded cry goes totally unheard because God is not listening to you once u are in Hell. He was listening to you before you went to Hell. In fact, God was the ONLY one listening to you but that wasnt good enough for you. Better snap out of it.
Posted on: Fri, 09 Jan 2015 09:07:56 +0000
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