Hi. Its been awhile since I just typed things out here. Some of you have been wanting pics of the new place but I havent felt like doing so, probably because there is still a lot of unpacking to do. I am happy here. I still have issues with my health and with dealing with the past but I feel much better than I did. I am in a positive loving relationship. I do still fall back on the negative training I had before but I am working on that. I know mentally that if anything goes wrong I am not automatically at fault. I am at fault for some things (no angel here) but not every little thing. I have a loving caring partner now and I feel loved. I even believe that I am worth loving and being cared about and that was not a simple adjustment after so many years of negativity. I am finding it hard to just get out and do things and meet people but that is partly my physical health and mainly the previous training and isolation. I am working on that too. All in all, I am very happy to have moved here. I might not love everything but by and large I love most of it and thats more than most people get. I am one of the lucky ones.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 17:24:00 +0000
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