Hi admin I am a age 17 staying with my brother 21and mom 38. Sikhiliswe ngumama our dad was never there for us he divorced mom and moved on with his life, we suffered alot my mom tried, but emotionally end wrong at times she would take it out on us, but simcingele singaqumbi this other time she was attacked by that woman and friends I was doing grade 10ndihamba nomama I couldnt help help her but beza abantu banqanda, her arm was broken and some few scratches on her face. I was angry my brother semt an sms to Dad a out the incident asking him to speak with her woman we did that behind my moms back then it hot back to mom he assumed she was using us yo fight her battles mom got so upset ethukwa nangodadobawo but wayi understand we were only trying to help her sazidina saya kulotata safika ngatyhilekwanga wathi Tata masifokofe kwanqanda makhulu. my mom is very sick she is getting worse daily she is HIV positive and struggling to accept it, she got it kwi rape my brother was out nesikolo when 2guys beqhekeza silele I was still a kid but can remember everything they took nothing, they wanted to rape us, O was crying umama ebacenga that they should rather do it to her bandiyeke mna my mom gave me the keys to lock myself up on the bedroom, ndatixa ndangena wardrobe but I heared everything I was crying I only came out after hours I was not even sure if O should but it was quiet kuvakala nje umama elila ndabiwa bubuthongo cans uvule ngesinye kudala eknocker ndilele. The pain on her eyes but she was hiding it since that day umama zange wa fine she told me to never say a word even to my brother I promised her, but as I grow up I feel like zange ndimncede I dont know how. My life changed her life too she started drinking angayi nasemaebenzi. All these years if it was not for the principal wmazi ngekudala wagxothwa nto nje she likes my mom uyazama uthetha naye. Her CD4count iphantsi ubakwayi xa ndimnika atye umakazi uyeza agxothwe ngumama she is angry, but akazityi. My aunt called social workers wabavalela ngaphandle. I am affraid we gonna lose her if she does not change her attitude I know its not easy but ingathi angazama siyahamba nge 20 soyotsala imali sithenge but we save most of it. For the future. Brother wam se tertiary but uhlala apha endlini akahlali skolweni. Sisqhlwli ke aszai noba uyawemza na u 2015, site safowunelwa ngu makhulu siye kunomsebenzi savuma but mdathandabuza mama uyagula wathi makazi masiye soyobetjwa ngumoya.Tata khange asihoye use wothuka sibizwe ngubani, surprisingly I saw ubuso endake ndabubona one of the guys who raped my mom, encedisa ukuwisa inkomo nguye noba sekusithwani ndiye ndothuka akandiboni ndamjonga ndamqwalasela nyani nguye I dont know kwenzeke ni ndambona engasabonakali. Ingaba utata unayo intolwenza nalento yenzekayo bazana njani? Do I tell my brother?I promised mom not to, do I ask my dad? I was a kid but andidomanga nguye nakanjani. I am shaking as I am typing andazi ndithini please tell me kuthwani?
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 17:09:58 +0000
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