Hi baby - well, I know you read my e-mail from last night, and Im down to my zero hour here. Instead of re-dedicating the entire two 17 days poems on here, I have decided to do a top 17 countdown over this last 30 hours of my determination of our love storys memories in hopes that this one last effort and having you really remember the blissful, perfect, amazing, once in a lifetime love story that was ours, and what I am begging and pleading for one chance to show to you again. And along with each memory will be a stanza from your first 17 days poem. You remember, the one you loved, swooned over, and helped you fall in love with me once before? And God willing, it will again this time for our second chance - my second chance, which since you loved me more than any of the others, and since I have done everything in my power to apologize and earn your love, heart, body, and trust back over these last two months, yes, I think I deserve, too. Just like that Sunday of the second trip - cant we just get past this and enjoy our super special day like we both need and deserve? I would of course prefer to do this just for us on this page, but given I am down to 30 hours left of my battery life before I give out and concede defeat, have not seen the flowers go back up, have not heard any sound of echo from the empty stadium, and most importantly, because I want this love and you more than anything else in my entire life, and I am willing to do whatever and sacrifice whatever to win your heart and earn your love back, Im not really left with a choice. I will give you a hint on what number one is. You remember how we could always count on our movie dates to bring us back in sync at the times when we needed them most? Well, I scanned and scanned and I dont see any of your three favorite movies on tonight or tomorrow, but tonight at 8 on the ABC Family Channel has an interesting title... Please read down the wall if you havent already babe to see my love notes, your dedications, and the determination of ONE man who loves ONE woman - the girl of his dreams. You remember the line from your first 17 days poem? I will do whatever it takes, no matter what sacrifice or time, to be your best friend and partner, and to forever hold you in these arms of mine. Baby, I love you...I need you...I want you...I will do anything for you just to love you again. Remember my look in June. Remember our Tuesday and Wednesday afternoon in July... Please do not send me into the sunset without you. One of the memories I count down tonight and tomorrow will be that message from you, where you said you couldnt live without me, as I cant live without you. Please, on my knees worshipping you and groveling before God Himself, please give us our second chance to make this work. To prove to you, once and for all, that I love you, will do anything for you, and kept my promise of never giving up on each other as long as the other didnt. If the silence continues and no flowers emerge, I have no choice but to read that as you have given up. If I am wrong, show me. If I am right, rest assured you will wake up new years day never having to worry about me bothering you again. I love you. Enjoy your dedications below and the 17 moments of memories of the best time of my life - indeed, our lives, when we were so happy. And Im just offering you a chance to start over - to fall in love all over again. PLEASE listen to the lyrics of this song - youve heard it once before. It will give you another hint for memory #1...and sings the words I would say to you if before you tonight or tomorrow before the new year - from the first time I saw you, it was crystal clear, youre the only one who can say what I want to hear - Cause Ive given all I can give, Ive done everything that I can do, Ive done my best, baby all the rest is up to you. Always and forever... https://youtube/watch?v=Dq0CbCSi5C0
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 22:20:00 +0000
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