Hi beautiful friends. Welcome to my Facebook . Its been a very long time since i have been on here now, However i find it so necessary to be back on to share my growth and my journey with you all. Over the past 6 months my life has changed, self forced. I came to such an stand still , where i took a birds eye view of my life and realized how toxic and negative it become, how toxic i let it become. My life became over filled with negative , self absorbed criticizing people who constantly drained me , sucked life out of me and left me to put all the pieces back together. I overworked in a job i began to hate , i was unhealthy mentally and physically because i abused my body in what it was screaming out for. I continued to give my love and soul to those who were abusing it and no time i found myself in a situation i never wanted to be in. I was constantly up and down, Became depressed from the toxic energy i was constantly suffocated in and found myself crying myself to sleep every night , coming to terms with the harsh reality of the world. I became the victim of constant social media bullying , jealously is the devil. I began to realize i had family that treated me as the enemy and life became a cruel place for a pure , loving and positive woman. One day , i woke up and said to myself , i will never let myself feel like this again , i will never put myself through this again. I will ever put myself through this suffering again. I will never be treated like this again , that pain pushed me to make a change. Just like that , i changed my life . I deleted Facebook , my number changed . I packed up my beautiful apartment , got rid of all my stuff and moved in with my muma. The home where my life began . I began a new job , where friends have become family. I joined the gym again , in 4 months i lost 12 kgs. For me , it wasnt about the Kgs so much, it was about the strength and the mental health that excercise gives you. Im all about curves , but now im just addicted to Muscle! The biggest impact for me, was a conversation that changed my life with Cina Pouresmaeil. The introduction to USANA in which i cant wait to share with you all. I couldnt understand why this was happening to me , i would lay in my bed at night, covered in tears and say why me god , why me. I havent done anything wrong . I was wrong , i did something so wrong. I continued to surround myself with toxic people and i continued to live a negative life were i was sucked of all of my energy , my confidence , my love . What life can i expect to live when no one i surround myself with are on the same page as me , no one is on the same mission as me . People that know you have a tough time accepting you came from the same place but THEY are still there in that same place , where me , i was going places. My life changed because i made the decision to have the courage and the strength to change it. I found out what it is i wanted and i went after it as if my life depended on it, why ? BECAUSE MY LIFE DOES DEPEND ON IT. I saw the darkest days and i will NEVER be there again. No one ever has the right to complain about there life , if there not doing anything about it. This is my story , This is my journey . Im so happy to have you here , im so happy to have you with me on my journey. Let my world, my love , my drive , my motivation radiate your world. Your here because i love you and it is within my deepest deepest interest to continue to love , grow and see the most beautiful people succeed. For now , Lauren Victoria xx
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 13:18:16 +0000
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