I - I- HAVE A RIGHT TO GRIEVE THE WAY I FEEL FIT BUT SOMEONE IS MAKING IT MUCH HARDER THAN NEED BE AND I DONT KNOW IF IT WILL EVER GO AWAY!! REMEMBER THE GUY THAT RIPPED ME OFF? IT WASNT THE MONEY, IT WAS THE PRINCIPLE OF THE MATTER!! IT TOOK A YEAR TO GET JUSTICE BUT I WOULD HAVE HOUNDED HIM TIME ETERNAL! THIS IS NO DIFFERENT, ONLY WORSE BECAUSE IT INVOLVED ONE OF THE PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET I LOVED MORE THAN ANYTHING! GOT IT? I HONESTLY HOPE SO BECAUSE THIS IS MY LAST PHYSCO EPISODE PLEADING FOR RESOLUTION, AFTER THAT?? Ive been so disturbed over the events if the past few months including my brothers passing that if someone doesnt come to their senses soon, shits going to really get freaking real. I feel like Ive been used and abused, backstabbed, you name it! Because of all this my soul cannot find any peace, and i dont believe my brother would feel good about it either! I was told one thing then told something different, then heard something entirely different again, and never a word spoke to me, a definite answer! My brothers wishes are being totally ignored and with no good reason. I should be allowed to grieve the way I feel fit and I do everyday, but theres an added pain that should have never existed except for someones bent perceptions or agenda, really, the more time that passes the more hardened my heart becomes! I did everything asked of me and more, and never threatened to harm anyone including my brother unlike others but I become the outcast! Why? For what? What did I do wrong? Please, if anyone can think of it, put it right here! And no, Im not a DICK HEAD, WORSE THAN THAT AT THIS POINT! And for that someone special, it wouldnt hurt lookin in a mirror once in awhile and take long hard look! At this point Im the last person remaining that had known my brother longer than anyone, 55 years, and I have loved him from day 1 and always will! For those that are wondering, this Is all over a cell phone my brother told me he wanted me to have, he actually told me to come in his room and just take it after he was gone he said Id rather you have it than anyone else, then I was told I could have it by Molly so I took it home, then I get a call asking me to bring it back with a promise I will receive it shortly, then after the memorial, then I heard from someone else that she said she was not going to give it to me! I worked my ass for 3 months over there, aside from my brother wanting me to have it you think she would have bestowed it upon me with blessing for all I did! That night she told me I could have it then called me to bring it back, I should have just kept it cuz my brother told me to just take it, he must have realized this would happen, it means allot to me and it wouldnt matter if it was a rock! I would still want it!! !! !! I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO PUT THIS ON FB BUT the last time we spoke it appears you didnt give 2 shits what anybody thought actually mentioning names??
Posted on: Sat, 22 Mar 2014 08:24:38 +0000
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