I DO NOT typically give in...but at this very moment...late and overwhelmed...I am giving in....but JUST for a brief moment in time. My brother is sitting in a cell block awaiting shoulder replacement surgery. Yes, he is incarcerated but our mother can not be advised of where, when or how this is going to play out. It is serious...not a standard surgery. He is strong, resilient, stubborn and always wanting to make a point...he wants to change what is so very wrong there. My mom has cracked 2 ribs and is homebound. She needs to work to survive. My dad is almost 70, climbing roofs and making every single effort to work like hes 20. My little brother is in never never land. I love him with ALL I am capable of but I cant do anymore. His heart is huge but his soul is fractured. My Dad is gone and I relate to Kathy Evans and my long lost friend Allison watching her mom slip away. I miss my dad. I remember the day I had just become divorced, lost my job, my car, my house, my entire existence....then 3:00 am....the news! He was gone too. All of this is JUST temporary. Hold on to your faith....whatever faith that may be. God has a plan...Im just happy each of you are a special part of mine.
Posted on: Sat, 18 Jan 2014 08:20:17 +0000
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