I FEEL THAT THE MORE TIME WE PUT THINGS OFF, AND TRY TO PUSH OUR OWN FEELINGS ASIDE, WE DELAY THE HURT THAT SHOULD BE RELEASED AT THAT MOMENT IN TIME. I LOST MY GRANDMOTHER 16YRS AGO. I HAVE STILL NOT COMPLETELY GRIEVED HER LOSS. THEREFORE, THINGS THAT HAVE HAPPENED IN THOSE 16YRS HAVE MADE THINGS MORE DIFFICULT. DOES ANYONE HERE AROUND MOORESVILLE KNOW OF A GRIEF COUNSELOR IN OUR AREA. IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIND HELP FOR ABOUT A YR NOW AND CANNOT SEEM TO FIND IT. HMMMMM. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY I HURT SO BAD, BUT, MY GRANDMOTHER WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL WOMEN. SHE MEANT SO MUCH TO ME. SHE WAS MY ROCK. COMPLETELY MY ROCK. I PROMISED HER THAT I WOULD BE BACK TO SEE HER IN THE HOSPITOL, BUT NEVER RETURNED BECAUSE OF MY PREGNANCY ETC.... I HAVE STILL NEVER FORGIVEN MYSELF FOR THIS, I HAVE NOT HAD A CHANCE TO FALL APART. GRANDMA WAS HERE, THEN SIX MONTHS LATER, I HAVE A NEW BABY AND A LIFE WITHOUT HER. HMMM, NEVER BEEN THE SAME. I KNOW I SHOULD JUST GET ON WITH IT, BUT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET OVER IT. WHY.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Jul 2013 05:04:52 +0000
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