I JUST COULDNT HOLD ON ANY LONGER…PLEASE DONT BLAME ME FOR WHAT - TopicsExpress



          

I JUST COULDNT HOLD ON ANY LONGER…PLEASE DONT BLAME ME FOR WHAT HAPPENED…I ALREADY LOST MY BABY! My name is Mirah and my heart is beyond broken. I was thrown out, abandoned, alone, scared and VERY pregnant. I was due any day and I had no idea of where I could go. How could I care for my babies? How could I keep them safe and warm? All I wanted to do was keep them inside me. I knew they would be safe there. Well… the days went by and I couldnt keep them inside of me anymore. I gave birth to ELEVEN sweet babies on freezing concrete floors. I tried so hard to keep them warm. I tried so hard to keep them fed but I too was starving and I could barely produce enough milk. I lost my baby. People think that dogs dont mourn but I did and I am. I feel as if it is all my fault. The guilt. The pain. I would do anything for my babies. I would give my life for them. In fact, that is what I am doing. I am only 35 lbs and so malnourished and weak that they are eating what they can from me. I am not sure what I did that was so wrong to be going through this pain. I didnt ask to be born. I didnt ask to get pregnant. I didnt ask to be thrown out. I didnt ask to have to worry about having to stay alive and keep alive 11 pups. I am not sure why we live in a world where mans best friend became such disposable things. Why people think we dont feel pain, hurt, loneliness, confusion and love. We feel it all. We worry. We worry about what and when we are going to be able to eat, where we will sleep, where we will stay warm, when someone will tell us it is OK. I am asking you all tonight to PLEASE help me and my babies. I know the angels ask for help for so many and I know we are a BIG family. I only have 10 pups now. I dont want to lose anymore. I want us all to thrive, feel love, comfort, safety and warmth. Please give us a foster home!!! I AM BEGGING!!! We have been through enough. When my pups are weaned, they can go to other foster homes to make it easier for a foster mommy and/or daddy. We just need a chance. The angels really need people who will foster pups, moms, pregnant dogs and families. SO many are dying in the shelters that can be saved if someone just opens their heart and homes to families like us. We also REALLY need donations. There is a lot of us and angels cant keep saving families like mine without support from everyone. Most rescues leave behind big families because of the expense. Please come together for us. Here is how you can help us… 1) To foster in the ATLANTA area: please fill out an application at angelsrescue.org/foster (AAU pays all vetting) 2) DONATE at angelsrescue.org/donate and put Mirah and babies in purpose line.
Posted on: Sat, 24 Jan 2015 01:00:00 +0000

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