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I admit to having very negative thoughts but also very possitive thoughts that stop the negative ones from coming ti life and theyre thought that will make you believe your nightmares shouldnt come to life so i thank God that God knows me and protects me from satan trying to use my bad thoughts for his purpose. Because if i hadnt been with God now well i would be in jail or prison by now. And you think God doesnt exist he even shows his spirtual pressence in front of me whenever Im about to unlock something that should never be unlock in the first place. And thanks to the idiot satan who thought he could take me over its too late for him unless God chooses for me to go back to him which doesnt seem likely. Oh and i can tell god keeps a close eye on me because he does interrupt me at certain times in my life. He is trying to screw nuts and blots that fit into my brain to help fix me but while doing so sends my past to go against me but for a good purpose. I cant say Im a nonbeliever even if you tried changing my gid about God he already knows and he wont allow me to go back to the darkness because he knows Ive unlocked my heart to hear my soul and man my soul has a beautiful and gorgeous voice. If God gave me some or little of his power i wouldnt trade it in for a riches or a castle or ti the pardon my speach but to the fudging devil. I thought that those who were at church would get badly mad at for the wrong things i did and well God sent me on my way to church. And when i got there i was in a big surprise. They started treating me like family. And one i was crying so badly that i went to the dark side of my mind and tried to break but God said stop and he took my hands with his giant hand and held them until satan came around and said go ahead keep going and then youll get everything you wanted. Then suddenly it felt like my soul just threw a giantic wind storm at him and he flew to where he ran away like a rotten baby. Then God let go and he sent an angel and told me a story of a papa lion and his child lioness and how it too love to get his child back. So even if i think he aint watching he gives me a clue he is watching and isnt playing around. Something told me that my prize in life wasnt money but to finish help others with or without money to gain the prize of eternal life and he even alowed me see portions of Heaven and that gave me a clue that he hears and he will give as long as we tell the truth and love him to want to go to him in Heaven. Now if he denied a prayer of yours maybe there was something wrong with your prayer. Because if you know what your heart wants then maybe thats how youll get your prayer to come true. As long as youre willing to give yourself to him above he wont disappoint you. He has no need to disappoint. Even though at times he may seem to play games he might not be playing games. Anyways goodnight need to rest my brain up for tomorrow. And God bless anyone who knows there heart needs a blessing. Amen.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 07:29:18 +0000

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