I am a great person to have around and I do nothing to hurt others in any sort of way. Never had bestfriends because once you let them in and they get bored, they back stab you. Thats what happened again this time, I let her in.... I gave in to her and let her in although I have always been aware of how close I let people get to me, I let her in. Days were as if I was buried alive, I mean why the hell would I even wake up if I wont be spending the whole day talking to her? I got no interest in talking to people, anyone. I hate people, I am nice because social requirements demand so, but I always prefer my online games, to anyone.... Not her... She was one of the few that I cared to talk to... Every time I raised a flag and drew the borders and enforced them, so that I wouldnt get too attached, and every time I let my guard down, it happens. They get bored and leave, just like that. Once they realise I am this way all the time, not just to impress them when we first meet, they get used to the unusual... They take me for granted and leave me collecting my pieces back together, on my own just like the way I met them.... But not this one... I cant collect the pieces back together this time... This time, every broken piece and break reminds me of the time I used to wake up to spend my day talking with her and hate the fact that my body demands to sleep when I am talking to her.... Damn me till my death if I let anyone in again, Damn me to eternity if someone was able to replace her, Damn me if I ever care for another.
Posted on: Thu, 30 Oct 2014 19:32:21 +0000
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