I am most afraid of being alone. Alone is where my mind circles, where my emotions spin and twist like deep, black ocean currents. Alone I often lose control and my mind (which cannot be trusted) takes over. It is powerful and cunning - I am weak and gullible. My mind is deep and dark and when I am alone under its spell no one sees the hours I spend in bed, the calories on my plate, or the number of pills in my hand. No one to see the tears running down my face.
Posted on: Sat, 20 Jul 2013 13:35:04 +0000