I am not deserving to do what I am so honored to do for the Lord and I NEVER HAVE BEEN, but I am so thankful God left the door open for me to make a decision TONIGHT. I have to for some reason be honest here (and yes Im talking moments before service started) but Im thankful God helped me NOT TO WALK AWAY BUT TO WALK BACK IN and fulfill His plan in me that satan was trying to steal from me. Little did I know That plan had Nothing to do with singing (although it freed me up to do so with true anointing) no tonight was for me to receive fully Gods forgiveness and for me to forgive........... ME!! Yep! I almost allowed him to steal my healing that came during the very 1st song. Ok since Im feeling the need to be so honest here, True I fought it, I kept my eyes closed thru almost the whole song (yall know thats not me) but I was so bound in that moment that I was unable to look at the crowd, unable to interact with the guys then God allowed my mom to walk In the back door. My mom!! He used her to look at me and when that proud look came over her face that is on her face every time she looks at me and when she started shouting I took that mic off that stand and said hold on!! No, Ive never deserved Gods Grace, No, Ive never deserved or done anything to deserve doing what God allows me to do but by the Grace of God devil HERE I AM and Im gonna wear a crown one day buddy boy!! So when I took that mic off that skinny stand I was trying to hide behind (lol) God broke the chains immediately and I felt the Heavens come down for me as it was coming down so thick in that service for everyone else.. Whew!! Yes yall it was an amazing Service at Kelly Mills in Double Springs. Tonights service with Kingdom Work Quartet was just another confirmation that our thoughts and feelings planted by satan himself will ruin Gods plans for us if we dont take those thoughts and feelings to God in prayer.... Fight with the power given to us. So 1st, Thank you God for hearing my cry for help tonight, 2nd, Thank you to my Pastor Joey Vick for picking up the phone minutes before we were to sing and praying with me and lastly, thank you KWQ Family for just being my family... We are 1 and that 1 is FOR HIM, BECAUSE OF HIM..... So, In the words of Chris Hadder tonight as I walked by the equipment trailer after service to get in my car to go home I AM INSPIRED........ J. J. Hadder Joseph Aswell He knows where Im at He knows what I need and He knows how to get it to me.
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 02:22:01 +0000
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