I am not interested in being a lady. I am not interested in being morally/politically correct. I am not interested in being part of a functional society. I am not interested in being a zillionaire. I am not interested in finding the one to walk down an aisle dressed in white. I am not interested in having kids. All I want is enough resources to live a simple life, move around and read lots and lots of books, I dont want to settle down, I want to fall in love, over and over again, I want to feel the pain of heartbreak so I can feel the healing power of self-acceptance, self-love, then a new love, I want to think and feel for myself, suffer, rejoice, laugh until I cry, cry until my tear ducts dry out, I want to not give a damn about politics and religion, I want to work doing what I love and share what I know, I want to meet new people and make a lot of friends everywhere I go, I want to lend a helping hand whenever I can, I want to travel, go off on random adventures and exotic destinations, I want to dance like absolutely everyone is watching and not giving a damn, but most of all I want to write it all, the good and the bad, the happy and the sad, the beautiful and ugly, the light and the dark, because I cant imagine what kind of life this would be if I didnt have one without the other. I am not scared of feeling lonely because I know Im not the only one out there who feels like this, and when I get older and uglier, when I get sick, when the beauty and magic of youth wanes out, even if Im all alone, if my brain hasnt given up on me yet, I will read what I wrote and go back in time to constantly remind myself what its like to be alive, and if my tear ducts give in to one last cry, I will cry with all my might until theres nothing left for me except to die.
Posted on: Fri, 21 Mar 2014 21:19:30 +0000
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