I am not usually a person to splurge about my private life on social media...YES i do like taking shameless selfies and love posting pictures of us with our family and friends enjoying ourselves as that is what these things should be about and not about airing dirty laundry. But two weeks ago i was rushed into the hospital and for several days the Drs scanned/tested me. poke and prodded me every was imaginable to work out what the hell was wrong with me. Turns out when you are a women in your early 30s who is perfectly healthy and dont ever put yourself first.... trying and be the perfect career women, homemaker, daughter, auntie, friend, mum in some peoples cases........one day you body will say that is enough and throw a plethora of infections at you and in my case kidney stones as well, add general exhaustion which all makes stress levels sky high and your bodys says shit what to i defend first then realises it doesnt have the strength to fight any and so decides to just stop fighting all together and as like me you end up on a ward seriously having to face your own mortality. i am writing this for 2 reasons: 1. i want to say a massive thank you to all the people in both Grant and Is life for the help and support you have given us this last 2 weeks. i dont need to name names as you all know who you are.........and to all those i thought were my friends and family who i actually thought i could count on THANKS FOR NOTHING! again i dont need to name names as to be honest after days of being sat in the house alone it gives you great clarity on life and the insight to see who and what is worth stressing over in life. 2. People need to realise the stress they put on 30 something women to be everything - WE CANT DO EVERYTHING! so stop expecting us too! we all have our own path in life to lead and from now on i will be skipping down our brick road hand in hand doing what we want, when we want and if anyone doesnt like it you can step right out my life. Grant and i, several months, ago decided to cut out a lot of negative people in our lives and the changes because of that have been fantastic so from now on its a rule through life as we have realised now who we can truly count on and the rest can well do whatever they like as i really dont care anymore. So people look after yourselves as this last 2 years has taught me life is short and precious so dont waste it on anyone but yourself and those closest to your heart!
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 12:44:56 +0000
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