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I am sitting here and second guessing myself on everything, not feeling good enough, getting jealous because I am unable to be do things or go places. I know I am good enough I just do not feel like I belong right now. I am finding myself wanting to pull away from NA and it scares me. I hear all the negative stuff in service and see all the personalities before principles and it is not attractive to me anymore. I know that I need you guys and that with out NA i will get loaded cause I know me. Why do I feel so disconnected lately? I seriously do not want to be around anyone and I most definitely do not want to be in service anymore. I loved PI, Activities, H&I all those and now I seem to not want to be a part of them too much negative stuff. I do not go to the events or go to lunch with others I cannot go to the speaker jams or the events that people have because of either work, kids, school or finances and I feel like if I am not involved in those I am not a part of. I just am trying to grasp where all this anger, hurt, frustration and sadness is coming from. I am feeling lost.
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 22:10:51 +0000

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