I am so devastated that people who say they are your friends can stab you in the back & then accuse me of theft?????? Chris & Cinnamon are def 2 peas in a pod. I am totally hurt becuz I thought they were my friends. I worked late hours to make sure she was fed, not depressed when he hurt her & cheated on her(so she said). ANYONE THAT KNOWS ME KNOWS I DO NOT STEAL. I can not wait to prove my side if & when there are charges. Wow...how can anyone live with themselves doing this to someone? I took the job never expecting so much drama & every day! I kept my mouth shut, just trying to be her friend becuz she was devastated. I , bought her something at the store every time we went in, with my card, lol, I was working my butt off every day to help her get through this depression & I went straight from one job to another? Without unpacking, or doing anything I needed to do for me. I am so hurt that I though we were friends & I am being treated like this. I do as much as I can for everyone, I go out of my way to cook her dinner & make people happy & they have no regard for friendship. It makes me so angry. THEN CHRIS ACTUALLY TELLS M HE SAW MY RAP SHEET , WHICH I DONT CARE; IT IS THE PAST RIGHT? WELL, HE CALLS ME AWHORE, THEIF ETC...WHAT I DO CARE ABOUT IS HE SAYS THERE WAS SHOPLIFTING & I HAVE NEVER EVER HAD A THEFT CHARGE N MY LIFE. This is a man who has how much time sober? He use to help me with info on the big book, lol, now I am afraid of people in the rooms. I do not trust a soul now. How can I go to these meetings & share freely with him there? I am in tears & havent been able to stop crying for hours. I have lost a couple friends...well guess I didnt. I trusted ppl, I shouldnt have& I know I am not perfect, but I was just coming back t the rooms & now THIS? SHE USE TO TLK TO ME ABOUT WHAT HE DID TO HER & HE WOULD SAY HOW TOXICTHEY WERETOGETHER & THEN HE GOES & SLEEPS WITH HER? REALLY? THAT IS JUST APPALLING TO ME THAT HE WOULD WANT TO INTENTIONALLY HURT HER, BUT THT IS NOLNE OF MY BUSINESS NOW..WE ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS & YES I KNOW THIS IS TOO MUCH INFO, BUT I WANTED TO PUT MY BUSINESS OUT THERE BECUZ HONESTLY I WANT A GROUP OF PPL AROUND ME THAT IS LOVING, HONEST, TRUTHFUL & REAL. I FOUND OUT I WASNT IN THAT CROWD. I WILL PRAY FOR THEM EVEN THOUGH I AM HURT & I DONT WANT TO. I CANT STOP CRYING & I AM VERY HURT...PLEASE PRAY FOR ME..I AM SO CONFUSED AT THIS SITUATION. I DID ALL I COULD TO BE THERE FOR HER & I AM A BD PERSON? I FEEL TOTALLY BETRAYED.
Posted on: Fri, 26 Dec 2014 23:11:05 +0000
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