I am the kind of person who thinks a lot when I have nothing to do. This is the reason why I like to keep myself busy 99% of the time. Tatek does not understand how is it that I can never sit down to really watch TV or just rest. Believe me, he does get annoyed sometimes. But he has learnt to gradually accept that this is how I am. I JUST CANNOT SIT STILL DOING NOTHING. So when I finally get to sleep at night, I really sleep. I DO SNORE PRETTY BADLY AT TIMES. But my point is this – do you also think a lot about yourself or life on the overall? Do you also try to explore the real you in life sometimes? Do you often end up having a major conflict with your own self? READ ON THEN BECAUSE WE ARE ON PAR. I love waking up in the morning without having to worry about anything. I love stretching and yawning all I want. I love taking my own sweet time to get ready. IN SHORT, I LOATHE RULES. Enough already of rules when I was in school. And the very fact that I do not like to be grounded by rules makes me more enthusiastic and passionate about life every single day. I wake up every morning with the same level of joy and enthusiasm. Well, almost. I do have my bad days too. But of course we have unfortunately cluttered our lives with emotional baggage, crammed schedules, routines, duties and responsibilities. The very fact that we keep doing the same thing overwhelms us and basically prevents us from doing something different or new. So quite often, we end up doing nothing exciting. And everything stays the same. We get bored. We find fault. We argue. TIME TO DECLUTTER. We must take charge of our emotions. I admit I am guilty of suffering from occasional emotional disturbances sometimes. LOL. One minute I can be feeling absolutely fine and then the next morning I can just wake up with a very dark cloud hovering over me. I just do not understand why I can feel out-of-sorts for no obvious reason. But oh well, just blame it on PMS. How convenient, right? With 2014 coming to an end in a matter of days, I foresee yet another year of unfulfilled resolutions. LOL. No biggie. It’s fun to make NY’s resolutions anyway. But if there is one thing that I know I will do for sure with or without the resolutions, it will be learning to live more in the present moment. My girls will all be in primary school next year. Too fast. Before they grow even older, I am going to appreciate them more. I want to spend more time with them. I want to sleep more with them. I want to observe them more. I want to give them endless hugs. I want to kiss them all over. I want to cherish their smiles. Whatever I do, I want to be the best I can for myself, my family, and especially my kids. My purpose in life is my own. No one should tell me what I should or should not do. Nobody can cramp himself or herself into another person’s definition of happiness and success. And as we all know it, whatever makes us happy may not necessarily make others happy as well. BUT WHO CARES?
Posted on: Sat, 20 Dec 2014 12:29:23 +0000
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