I am truly blessed to have a family and home like I do. My mother - TopicsExpress



          

I am truly blessed to have a family and home like I do. My mother is the most loving and caring person I have ever known. My father has always given me insightful guidance and shown by example how to live a successful life. My brother is always at my side when I need a hand and I am at his side when he needs the same. We all live in a wonderful house together which is a blessing all on its own. That is why I feel greater disgrace when I lose the urge to fight for my own life. I lose hope for a future for myself and everyday I find it harder and harder to want to put forth a great effort to become a successful person. I dont know how to sort out the man I am becoming and why I cannot find the motivation and will to change my course. So many would give so much to have had the life I did growing up and have the loving family I do. Yet I can barely appreciate it, let alone use it to my advantage to push myself forward to have a great family of my own one day. I have sought counsel from many places on this and I have yet to find reasoning that sets my path to the direction it should be headed. We all have a dream of what we wanted out of life. Mine was to rebel against all that I find wrong with our society and live my life as free as we are supposed to live. I gave that up to live a just life and to be closer to my family. Now I feel more lost than I have ever been. As many of you start your days rejoice in the fact you have set some purpose to yourself and be proud that you have the will to do what needs to be done to survive. I am glad to know all of you. Most of you have put forth great effort to have the lives you want and I love seeing all of you share them. Feel greatness to be you as we are all unique. If there is one thing to consider it is this, if you tell someone to follow their dreams mean it with all your being and see them through it or never speak those words from your mouth. There is no bigger pain than finding the falseness of ones words and then the destruction of ones dreams along with it later in life. Only death of someone you love holds greater pain.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Nov 2013 13:37:51 +0000

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